#hesmyone

[aaronp11]

I love that feeling I get when I see your smile . . . #hesmyone #somethingspecial #ilovehim #anleupartyof2 #couple #love #instalove #couplegoals https://www.instagram.com/p/Bwm4OrVDN1t/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=13bkm6iqp82co

[aaronp11]

You know you’ve done it right when you fall in love with your best friend. . . . #love #smile #hesmyone #everydayisbetterwithhim #fiance #instacouple #taketimetolaugh #lifeisbetterwithlaughter (at Wekiwa Springs, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/BqVRuVEAzFRE5jA28Y8DcmuXnlFXdh7b9sKZtg0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=fs28ufwjm1zw

[ladijmr]

I only have one life & I only wanna live it with you ❣ #MyFavorite #HesTheOne #StillGivesMeButterflies #HesMyOne

[myvacuumisalfred]

So this is what this feels like.

A while back I put something up about how laying in bed and feeling alone sucks. I continued with how, in the state I was in, there was no one who immediately came to mind when I felt I needed someone to be there. I was lonely. 

For my entire life, I've been a strange brand of alone. Not alone as in being the only person in a room, alone as in being in a room full of people and still feeling as if no one else were there. Through this, I learned that no one could fix my problems except for me. I was the only person I could ever trust. What's more, most people just weren't worth associating with.  

Then I met someone. Someone who changed me. Someone who makes me love who I am. Someone who I long for if I ever feel lonely, sad, scared, whatever. He has made me realize that love isn't the absence of loneliness; love is the appreciation of loneliness. Loneliness doesn't just go away because we've filled the void. Loneliness sticks around when we fall in love as a constant reminder of what this love really means to us. 

He's someone I can tell all of my silly meaningless stories to, and right after, have a deep conversation about something incredibly important with. He knows all of my secrets and doesn't express a single judgment. He can be himself around me, and I can be myself around him. He makes everything better.