#heyheysey

[love-caleb]

yes yes ! i think i've rbd too many kuroo contents that's why you kept seeing him on your dash haha ヾ(≧▽≦*)o -heyheysey here ✌😆✌

too many kuroo contents?? no such thing 😌👍

[doodleniella]

for the ask game ✨ 3, 17, 39 and 50 💛✨

Sey-chan!!! Hey hey hey~ www ☆*:.｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆ my fellow Puddinghead fangirl~

Will answer your questions now—

3. What random objects do you use to bookmark your books?

👉🏻 The most random objects that I use in bookmarking pages from my books would be:

Colored pencils

Ordinary pencils

Ballpens

My old job’s calling card (before I lost it)

Tweezers (yep... you read that right.)

17. What color do you really want to dye your hair?

👉🏻 Either lighter to medium brown shades or blonde, just to match my semi-olive(?) skin complexion. Yep!

39. What color do you wear the most?

👉🏻 I always wore black almost everyday, next to blue :)

50. What’s an odd thing you collect?

👉🏻 I used to collect newspaper pages that had crossword puzzles in it when my grandfather (mother’s side) was still alive years ago, because he loves to buy newspapers fresh off the stalls. I remember every time we visited them at my auntie’s house, I went straight to his newspaper stack sitting on one corner of the dining table first and taking off those entertainment section pages containing crossword puzzles, while Daddy (as we fondly called him)—may his beloved soul rest in peace—scolds me in the background, reminding me to keep them neatly in place, do not jumble up the sections etc.

Hope that answers all of your queries! And look forward to more Kenma fanart content ☆〜（ゝ。∂）

[gayerthanthee]

'get to know me' tag game

Rules: answer the questions and tag people you'd like to get to know better.

Tagged by: my recent friend @heyheysey who shocked me in the notifs when i saw her actually tag me-- i really need to get used to having mutuals :O

Tagging: @raineyclouds @screaming-garbagemouth @mizuraisu @yourlocalmusicalprostitute and this is a desperate one but also @bohemian-napsodyy pls come back bby, i hope you're safe. i miss you so bad <33

also, there are some parts where i mention and talked about gender dysphoria & crisis, and death of a loved one. if it's triggering pls go on and don't read.

What do you prefer to be called name-wise?

Cas or Xan (like sah-n)

When is your birthday?

january 9

Where do you live?

the Philippines

Three things you are doing right now:

watching videos about genderfluid people

contemplating about the places I'll be in the future

downing 3 cups of water before bed (hydrating is sexc. do it pls.)

Four fandoms that have piqued your interest?

marvel - my childhood sweetheart, but i've only become really immersed during 2016! not as active anymore about it though.

queen - i always heard my parents play songs before year '90 when i was young, and what really stuck with me was listening to this band and their many songs and concerts. i joined the hype when the movie about them dropped at 2018. not much active anymore on that too.

bnha - i always saw this around but?? i only got in sometime last year or mid 2018 and religiously went binge-reading the manga during the highs of pandemic because distracting yourself from self-deteriorating thoughts is sexy. take it from me.

haikyuu - this was a random one. i knew this longer than bnha because it's popular but it wasn't as interesting to me before. but then i saw that many of the blogs i follow like hq too and then they make content and then the rest is history. i started maybe last month, haven't read the manga yet but i weirdly know things already.

How has the pandemic been treating you?

everything is constantly crazy thank you for asking. wouldn't have it any other way though.

A song you can't stop listening to right now?

Forget You by CeeLo Green

How old are you?

(UPDATE: yeah i now feel uncomfy sharing this info but yeet it's gone now srry)

School, university, occupation, other?

hope i was extra enough to excel the first semester in senior high. self-learning is difficult when you have all the time in the house to ✨succumb to vulnerable thoughts✨

Do you prefer heat or cold?

i prefer the heat. although a cold environment is really convenient especially in our country, i prefer the warmth because of the comfort it brings, along with keeping me grounded.

Name one fact others may not know about you:

I haven't exactly coped over my uncle's passing and I don't know if i did anything about it. i remember the times he was healthy and feel regret each time because i was such an ass of a kid to him back then that i think i made his life harder than what he actually deserved. he messaged me a along time ago and because i was constantly mad at him, i just left it on read, no more after that. everytime i see the conversation, it makes ny chest gape even more. i was so much angry back then that i didn't treat him as i should because yeah there were times were i was nice or neutral and helped him a lot and made him laugh a bit but still. wow im shaking just typing this. i now message him every once in a while even though he's gone. like a delusional way to connect with him even though it's too late.

Are you shy?

not much, no. I may worry about what someone significant to me may think about me though. but otherwise i'm chill and tired 25/8

Pronouns

she/he/they. my sex is female and it feels so right being genderfluid but i feel like i'm just too influenced by my country's homophobic tradition and society norm for me to accept myself? it's really tight here, I haven't even come out yet. being an Asian is hard.

biggest pet-peeves?

people commenting on my 'femininity'. pls drop it, i'm not comfortable being told i look better in a dress and i should act more womanly-like. i will manspread while also maintain good hygiene thank you very much. it's not because i may identify as male, but because gender roles is a big joke, okay? like sure this is my sex but i can also be a good boy or look sleek in a suit. it's confusing but it's not that hard. dresses are nice but they're not for me to wear just because i'm 'a girl'. is it obvious I have gender dysphoria??

What is your favorite "dere" type?

don't actually have one. they're all equally cool, i just don't have a preference. tsundere's are more above for me though.

Rate your life from 1-10, 1 being crappy and 10 being the best it could be.

it fluctuates from 4 to 7 like my gender. life is a wheel. you're on the low and it all goes up from here, but then you'll also be grounded and the cycle goes again.

What's your main blog?

this, @gayerthanthee , I have sideblogs but they aren't really relevant? i don't even remember why i made them?

List your side blogs and what they are used for:

homemade-genius - oh i did this because i tried to be funny and make some jokes. apparently i do not even have the ENERGY and MEMORY to post in it, so what made me think I even have humor too??

cas-xx - ick did this when i used to simp for some guy back in junior year. i still cringe to this day—not because i made a sideblog, but because i actually?? had the guts to simp for a straight cis-male who was also materialistic and firmly believed and follows gender-roles? it always makes me bleaurgh.

Is there something people need to know about you before becoming friends?

please consider that while i'm not picky with my gender, i still do not like being considered a female only, and because of society norms. we the gays are OUTSIDE the society norms. i would always rather being called handsome over beautiful. also pls consider i have gender dysphoria and crisis. it's crazy.

p.s. it's long overdue and i'm real sorry. i had to shut off from the world to finish my tasks and projects. and now i'm finally done!! thank you sey 🥺 this is my first time being tagged in a get to know me!!

[b0ku4ka]

Hey! 💘💐 send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome 💐💘✨

SEY!!!!! YOU KNOW YOU ARE ONE OF THE SWEETEST BUN I EVER MET HERE! i know you’re awkward when talking to people and shy most of the times relying on memes to express yourself ahaha but i hope you know you’re doing just fine! and please never apologize for spamming, we see more new and old contents from you. I think that’s the point of this site and you reblogging everything and sharing it to more people is one of the coolest thing! JUST BE CONFIDENT TO KNOW YOU’RE COOL AND NICE! i wanna hug you so bad!

[shinsoups]

on my way to bonk your head!

i keep seeing u on my dash, babe! i love it!! 💞💞💞💞

[doodleniella]

i usually dont ask/message coz i really wanted my side blog to appear on the asks instead of my main hahaha but anyways, Ella!!! sobrang thankful lang ako kasi ang cute and friendly mo!! *i wanna send a wholesome meme but tumblr hates me lmao* anyways, this is me really appreciating youuuu and your friendliness!! tagal ko na gusto mag-message kaso shy type talaga ako lmao (シ. .)シ💜

Same~ www

Ei cute ka rin nman ah??? UwU✨✨✨🤧

All of you my wonderful and amazingly talented moots are like my little sisters to me~ seriously!! Kung pwede ko lang kayo i-hug lahat hnnnnnnnngh (๑>◡<๑)

[doodleniella]

since i still cant send pictures in asks huhu (me showeting you with some...)

Outside: “Image Blocked” blah blah blah

Inside: —GEEEEEEHHHH (๑•ૅㅁ•๑)

PLEASE THROW THAT PAIL FULL OF LOVE AND SUPPORT AT MEEEEEE UWUUUUUUUUU orz

Wabyu @heyheysey

[b0ku4ka]

baby birb i miss you 😔

sey i miss you too! i've been too busy with uni and clinic 🙃 im so tired i feel like dying haha just kidding how are you?