Hey Beauty, time to shine!
Time to wake up and stop dreaming of going back to 2016! God has blessed you to live for another year and you should make the best out of it!
I don’t know what you are going through or what you‘ve been through. But no worries, you are not alone in this journey. I AM WITH YOU. I’m struggling from my self-issues and other ever-disturbing negative thingies in my life. I’m still finding myself but I haven’t fully done soul-searching yet because the world needs me to do my responsibilities especially as a pupil. I tend to forgot to live the life I want to have, to take care of myself and blah blah blah. You might have different problems but know that YOU ARE NOT ALONE. If only I can hold your hand and look into your eyes, for you to see how serious I am right now - I would, if I could.
If you’re asking yourself, what things should be changed, I’ll answer that for you...
Everything you do, you think, you feel etc. It’s your choice. God will always be there to guide you. If you choose to be happy, then you will be happy - if you want to be sad, then frown and bother yourself with bad things. We are so blinded and distracted from a lot of things and we tend to oversee those great little blessings that we receive. But at the end of the day, it’s your choice how to live the life you were blessed with. Yes, i know, you’d tell me “But I’m flawed, imperfect, impure, dumb etc.” That’s what I’m talking about! That’s what you need to change!
How should you change? Sis and Bros (yes this is also about y’all handsome peeps out there!),
Always. Get. The. Opportunity. To. Be. Better.
That opportunity is actually the key to become the person you are pursuing to be. That opportunity will give you the pathway to your ideal “ME”. It will show you the capacity you have to make yourself great, if you want to. It can be any situation, you know. If you want to be patient, pray for it and God will surely give you that “opportunity” to test yourself if you can really be patient. And you will always get that chance until you become a patient person. You won’t become something, if you don’t actually act “it”. Know that you won’t be that kind of person right away. It will take blood and sweat - meaning you will have failures, errors but like they always say... PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT. But don’t be so hard on yourself.
Make your errors into your inspiration. Make your failures into your motivation.