#hffffffff

[lokislittlesigyn]

me: I am totally emotionally regulated

me when one (1) minor thing is changed from my routine:

[howdy-nyalll]

I’ve noticed lately when I have a really good day (or at least a really mentally stimulating one- lots of stuff going on, lots of excitement) I have a really hard time coming down from it enough to sleep. Shit, even a really engaging show right before bed.

Like my brain is some stimulation fiend and once started it doesn’t want to stop. I lay awake thoughts going 100 miles an hour, it’s like I only have two speeds these days morbidly depressed or 500 horsepwer let’s get shit done!!!! let’s clean the closet at 2 am!!!!! life goals!!!

Thank god I see a doctor about medication tomorrow i’m nervous but fjdgkfglf..

[stoportotouch]

oo oooo boy do i ever have some Worse Posts for you

[manyblinkinglights]

fuck this fic for making me want pancakes so badly at 9:45pm in the dark, dinerless countryside though lmao

[yarbsale]

[sibillascribbles08]

Due to Joaquín's insecure nature he's actually a massive cuddle bug and holds either of them or both of them in his arms whenever possible as a constant remind they're there. He'll do it without warning too if they've been apart for more than a day. Always cuddles them when they sleep too.

And Manolo and Maria catch onto why he does this so they give him face kisses whenever possible and follow it with an "I love you" and just generally do their best to remind him that they do and that they aren't going anywhere.

[vaultsixtynine]

covers face. I really hate to do this, but I need to save this money up the sooner the better.

I added a donate button to my blog, and a page detailing why I would definitely appreciate donations. It's not dire (not a medical/legal concern and I'm not getting kicked out of anywhere) but it is the difference between me graduating in 4 years and me having to take out another $20,000 loan (+ interest) for a fifth year at undergraduate college. I'm going to be working, of course, but between life in a city and other educational costs, I'm not sure how much I'll be able to save up in time for junior year. Anything you have to spare after your own needs is greatly appreciated, and I'm putting any money I get away into my savings account immediately, not to be touched until it comes time to pay for junior year credits. 

Thank you for your time, reblogs are appreciated, and I'll be opening up commissions soon if you'd rather buy one of those instead of donating. 

[manateeswamp-blog]

IM SO EXCITED FOR SAK WHAT THE HECK