#high school emo

[goodwillg0th]

Not me getting drunk, cutting my own hair, and putting on the high school emo Playlist 😭

[alexithymia-xo]

I wrote this in high school, pt.4

When all hope seems to vanish, And I let everything good slip away, I fall to my knees and I give up. I can’t hate you half as much as I hate myself, I just hope you’re where you want to be.

So I let go, and I forget.

I fall back into the shadows, Where no one will find me, Where maybe I can save myself.

My pen becomes my only friend. The shadows, my refuge, my inspiration. These ink-stained pages, my new story.

I re-write a life to call my own.

When your eyes fall upon my story, And you disappear into my shadows, When you understand, Bring me out so I can feel alive again, Beyond the broken hearts and shattered dreams.

[alexithymia-xo]

I wrote this in high school, pt.3

The memories of you are nothing more than Collections of beautiful dreams I had long ago, Dreams that once were vibrant with life But now form bleak, gray, blurry visions of yesterday. Hopes of a better tomorrow are so close, But seem to get further away with every step I take. I hope your reflections haunt you forever.

[alexithymia-xo]

I wrote this in high school, pt.2

It’s a beautiful night,

The stars are shooting down.

As I lie here, 

I make a wish on every one,

Hoping that one day they might come true.

As the last one falls, 

I make a final wish

That you could be here right beside me,

My head on your chest,

The steady beat of your heart calming my soul.

I can almost hear you whisper, “I love you.”

I whisper, “I love you too.”

And I know,

Wherever you are,

You heard me.

[alexithymia-xo]

I wrote this in high school, pt.1

They say that in time, all wounds will heal, but she was too impatient to wait. Every waking hour she spent trying to get him off her mind put another brick in her emotional wall, until she looked up and was surrounded.

Every day, she sat on top of that wall, watching the world float by for hours. She found so much beauty in the things that passed and longed to be part of it again, but the fear of another heartbreak kept her sitting.

The one thing I’d love to see is the day she finally sees the better thing that floats by. I’d love to see the day when she grows so tired of being lonely, that she might jump and leave her wall behind her because I know, when she does, you will be there to catch her.

[my-chemnickal-romance]

Going back to my high school emo phase for a bit brb

[invertedreality]

goin’ old school tonight

“Wolves at Night” — Manchester Orchestra

I could of sworn that I saw you knee bent on the bedside, Arms stretched like a kite that time will eventually grow. I'm so sure of it And I've got a reason, too long, for songs That tells why your legs and arms are actually able. Cause I confide in wolves at night have you seen my baby girl, she's lonely. I've got to crucify myself if I am gonna believe you I've got to promise that I'll finish all the things I said I'd do to begin with too I've got to make my bed if I am gonna lay with you Cause a disaster's a disaster no matter what Christian language you drag it through Cause I confide in wolves at night Well have you seen my baby girl, she's lonely, so lonely Cause I confide in wolves at night I'm like a virgin losing a child, so lonely, so lonely I swear I did what I could for your rights, You swear you did what you could for my eyes And I'll try nothing, try something, try anything I swear I did what I could for your rights, You swear you did what you could for my eyes And I'll try something, for nothing, for something. Something I swear I did what I could for your rights, You swear you did what you could for my eyes And I'll try something, try nothing, try anything.

[causalvogue]

You get me out of the rain, you get me out of my clothes. You hope I don't make a sound, you hope that nobody knows. You get me out of the rain, you get me out of my clothes. You hope I don't make a sound, you hope that no one...

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