Oh shit, im actually high high haha. That took a good um, 15ish minutes, I'm going for a second bowl
I get so honest with this weed, it creeps me out. I am so free with the compliments, pming with strangers, feeling risky and confident etc lol
I've been struggling with an identity crisis in May? I was just freaking out and angry and panicked. I feel like I was crying so much bc I didn't know what had been happening for the last few months bitch!!!
Okay don't freak OUT, but actually in a sense I feel reborn, man. I feel like the universe is trying to help me out. She's feeling the struggle, but the damn bietch (jk gorl) keeps trying to teach me too much too soon. I'll get a handle on it tho..
Old friends have been reaching out, and I'm just feeling confident in who I can BECOME. like I'm getting second chances. And then, current friends are becoming ... or atleast feeling like they're lifer friends. So I'm feeling grounded. And bitch I've been updating our furniture, us both getting rid of past pieces we held onto, sentiments of the realm (home, fuck sorry I got inspired or something for that last sentence..phew). And also getting rid of those articles of clothes that held memories of being 21, when in actuality I'm near 30. I've been updating my pieces bc I feel ready to let go - and to become someone else. I'm still keeping the swear words muthafucka. In fact it just increased i think. But I'm going to go for a modern, quirky, ""minimalist"". And do you ever feel that when you decide who, or what you want to be, it just feels right? Feels like you, feels like home?
Fuck man, sorry, that was such a high thought, and I couls truly keep on going but I dont like to do that to yall. Keep em long haha anyways peace friends 😌 🤗 ☺