it didn't seem bad. a seemingly artificial wound where her stomach was. sick bay was overloaded--there was no need to wait, she thought. she could go to her room and patch it herself. really, it felt like nothing.
the more she walked--the more aggravated it had become. slowly bleeding into her stomach lining. as soon as she stepped foot into her room, she felt it. such a foreign liquid within, hand flew over her mouth, calla immediately retching. a few drops of blood escaped from in between her fingers, the engineer frantically running to her bathroom.
bloody hand wiped over the door on her way there, heavy breaths taken while she braced herself over the sink. oh no. she looked down, seeing just how blood soaked the area around the wound was now. more blood came up her throat, coating the sink. it was dark and rich in color.
heartbeat drummed in her ears, eyes wide while she tried to stand up straight. she'd messed up badly. underestimating a stab wound and now it could be deadly.
" f---uck. FUCK ! " palm slammed against the sink, throwing up blood once more, again and again. until she was coughing it up constantly. here she was--hoping it would stop enough for her to let herself out of the bathroom.
body began to grow weak, calla slowly lowering herself to the floor while breaths started to get shallow. it was everywhere. the sink, the floor-- her clothes, down her chin and chest. a hand covered the wound, attempting to apply pressure with what little energy she had left.
in her delusional state, she heard his voice, calla sitting right up. her thought process was: he couldn't see this. it was too much. even though she was actively bleeding out--he could not see this.
eyes welled up with tears, lips quivering while she weakly cried out to him. " don't-- " she couldn't even finish before she coughed up more blood, spitting it out as fast as she could to finish her sentence. taking a deep breath to get the words out. she sat on the floor, body held up by the glass of her shower.