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[mcuntainbcrn]

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23/10/19XX

Dear Diary,

It’s our my birthday today...I don’t feel like celebrating...

What’s the point if he’s not here to celebrate it with me?

Opa insisted on a cake, but I’m not hungry...I’m going to make myself eat it anyway though...

I know how much he hurts...how much he misses everyone...and me ignoring his effort to try and lessen the sting wont help...

...it’ll hurt him more.

...

Why did I have to be born?

Why couldn’t have Mathias have been born by himself?

Maybe...maybe they’d all still be here if I wasn’t.

...it’s my fault he’s sad.

Why he stays up so late - he thinks I don’t hear him crying, but I do...I don’t sleep...not til he’s gone to bed and I can sneak in with him.

Its selfish...I shouldn’t...he probably hates me being there.

...I need to put a stop to all this pain.

If it takes me the rest of my life, I’m going to find and kill that bastard.

One way, or another...I will find a way.

~MGS

[mutemade-a-blog]

( @hikarx | continued

It took an awful lot for her to even be here. Many strings had to be pulled, unfortunately ones that weren't on her end. She now had to trouble her other family members into letting her stay with them as a ways of escaping her own nightmares. Still, she was here now, able to relax and breathe in her own space for the first time. Wandering at night might not have been the best course of action, but it was one that she felt she could handle. After all, her new ( perhaps temporary ) home wasn't far off.

A sudden noise frightened her enough to send her nerves shaking. It was someone's voice -- a girl's, she could tell. Was someone in trouble? Without a second thought, Katie sped to try and find the source, hoping to assist the one who shouted. After moments of searching, it was as if the person had disappeared, or as if they never existed in the first place. There's no way her hearing was out-of-sorts already, not at this age. Determined, she continued looking, until she came across an over-shadowed figure that looked a lot like a girl, perhaps a little older than herself.

Quietly, Katie opened her book, quickly scrawling out her inquiry to present it to the person she'd found. ( Not even a thought was given to the idea that they could be dangerous. )

➥ Hey, are you okay? Was that you I heard shouting earlier?

[diaforetikes-a]

¶ + Weapons ( For Amaexur)

[[ Amaexur, as one would expect from a being nicknamed “one man army” has a lot of knowledge about weapons and their types, however, it is reduced to the ones in his era, swords, scythes, mostly hand to hand white weapons. Newer things, like guns, are completely unknown to him, but I’m sure he could get the hang of them eventually, last ranged weapon he used was a bow and arrow, after all.

Though as a little fun fact: Amaexur doesn’t usually use weapons, his main weapon is himself, his tail to be exact, but if he did need more than that, he’d definitely be able to use a sword or two. ]]

[graceful-cure-swan]

“It’s too dangerous”

“I know.” It was a simple stament, quick and to the point. However, despite knowing the behemoth ahead was dangerous, Swan didn’t waver. She just looked at the older girl with a serious expression.

“But if nobody faces that thing, this city will be destroyed. So please don’t worry about me.” While she could at least see where other people were coming from when it came to things like this, with her being a young girl and a short one at that, she couldn’t just let a monster destroy everything.

“…I’ll be fine,” she finally added, “it’s my job to protect people from things like this.” She flashed the other a smile, in hopes of reassuring her.

[iimpious-archive-blog]

@hikarx

        The demon sat upon a fence simply staring out into the world, most things bored him half to death so he waited for something interesting to happen. The children he watched were surely in school for a few more hours, which left him with nobody to torment. He watched a few people pass here and there before his ears twitched upwards, FALSE ALARM. No, nothing interesting was going on today so he decided to walk around looking for entertainment. As he walked the streets he listened to the screaming souls of those already tainted by despair, they were beyond SAVING. That wasn’t amusing to him, though, he liked souls he could taint even if he found no joy in their consumption. 

         With a yawn, he supposed he could scam some food off of sad soul, he didn’t need food but his living vessel still craved it from time to time. Finally seeing someone he stopped and looked up at them with a soft feline ‘meow’ coming from his muzzle. He stood on his hind legs and allowed his ears to fall to the side sweetly, humans were always suckers for the cute starving animal bit. 

         Sitting back down he rolled his eyes before focusing back on the human in question. She looked different than normal people he saw, in fact, she looked like she had seen hell personally. Oh? Perhaps he had found some entertainment after all. With a smirk now appearing on his face, he decided to break the cute cat facade. 

                 “So are you going to hand over some food or what? I don’t have all day.”                                                                          ● ● ●                                                                                “Oh, my stars cat got your tongue?”

[gamenu]

@hikarx

“Why are ya lookin’ a’ me like tha’?” {/For a moment, Nicole stares in absolute confusion as she looks on to the other female staring at her. Just what was wrong with her? She looks like she’s seen a ghost. Or maybe...she saw something she wasn’t supposed to? Did this stranger see Nicole messing around? Only one way to find out. Her hands coming to rest behind her back, she keeps her distance, just in case she needs to bolt.} “...Chickadee, youse look like ya jus’ saw a ghos’. Wha’s up wi’chu?”