#hilom

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sv let me form a polycule😔

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those couple of months in 2021 where i was reading 2-3 books a day... i miss you

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just realized a blog i used to follow and stalk regularly deactivated their blog. heartbroken

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Hiiiiii I've come to bother you with questions and statements :)

Every time I see 911 ever mentioned anywhere I immediately go "waow... Blorbo show from my mutual..." and you're solely responsible for that just so you know <3

WOAHH no way!! im absolutely honored :o

and bless you (/agnostically) for sticking w me when that was literally all i was reblogging hksjjahs

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WHY TEETH ARE SO SENSITIVE STOPPP

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not two brackets falling off literally not 6 hours after i got braces👍

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why does our house keep being the only one with unstable electricity 😭

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What's bigger than infinity? Two infinities ∞∞ :) Though technically all infinities are infinite, there can be smaller and bigger infinities. Which is about the only thing I remember from high school math.

Anyways, I don't exactly have a singular genre I listen to, but I do boil down to 1) soundtracks from various media (or animatics (or musicals!)), 2) fan-made songs (like those by Miracle of Sound, Stupendium or JTMusic) and 3) alt-folk/alt-rock adjacent songs that are either dark and edgy or embody such love and hope it would kill an edgelord immediately. I contain multitudes and all of them require their own songs to fully encompass the complexity of human existence. <3

hoo boy this got long😭

oooo two infinities!! :o

oh god that just gave me a flashback to when i first learned about the concept of infinity back in elementary and i would 'challenge' my classmates to who can say the biggest number and i would say infinity lmfao and then we just kept stacking them (infinity + 1, infinity + 2, and on and on and on until. well. infinity:) )

Would you be, everything I wanted, in a lover and an accomplice, could you be her?

IM SO HYPED IT LANDED ON THIS ive literally been obsessed with this song and this artist for the past two months oml

when i finished listening to the penumbra podcast i was browsing the tag as one does and someone recced another song on this album. and now usually im not the type to listen to an album but something about the alignment of the stars in that moment lead me to decide to listen to it in full and by jove im so glad i did cause i found my new favorite artist (the album cover really played a part in it i think it looks so cool)

also i just learned this when i was looking up the lyrics but apparently this was on hilda?? :o

anyways the yearning in this song is 10/10 i literally couldn't pick a lyric so i went with the first line. the song really is so simple and universal in its message and that line perfectly conveys it imo

and for the second infinity:

I wish I'd had a chance to take over the driving

You'd swear to keep me up

And fall asleep beside me

And nothing, no terrible dream

Could ever wake us

I don't wanna wake up

oof also peak yearning song here😭 first heard this on tiktok when they posted a preview of it and ive been obsessed ever since

i cant actually truly related to this (aroace things✌️) but i associate it with most of my ships lmao i love how i can interpret this as both fluffy and angsty

i too get a lot of my music from animatics and musicals loll and fanmade songs sound so fun!! what first got you into them? (i just looked them up and i actually listen to the fine print i never realized it was based on a game:o) and i love that lol id imagine the alt scene attracts a lot of edgelords who dont quite actually understand the genre

woah didnt mean for this to be this long but <333 from me if you reach this part:-P