Hi Nick
Messaged you yesterday if youbhave anything planned on the weekend, and if I can come over and spend my weekend there. It is because, I’ve grown to love the peace and quiet of your place. It has been my escape for the past 6 months. You have been my escape for the past 6 months.
You agreed and said I am always welcome to stay and hangout at your place. But today, you messaged me saying that my cousin invited you to come visit their place and have a drink with them. I told you to just go and spend time with them because you have always been putting down their offer cause everytime they invite you we are together. You even jokingly said that we should come together to my cousin’s place andnI responded with yeah? And give them a heart attack? And then it sinked in.
That we could never be, maybe because we’d never try. Maybe because deep inside, we both know this is a mistake. Maybe because we are both afraid to take risk.
I actually felt bed that we might not be able to hang out Friday night. But then, who am I diba? I am just a girl you’re fucking. I am just the girl who you enjoy spending time because I do not ask for more because I know where I stand.
Sana no, one day when you’re invted, I can be your plus one but I can imagine the future, I’m sitting in the corner, and you entered the room full of people with a girl, her arms wrapped around yours.
hayyyyyyyyyy
ang sakit.
