Poppy: You- 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘳𝘶𝘨𝘨𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦!
Hinoki: Only a little bit. Just enough so we could have this chance to talk. (🎵)
Poppy: I - You - 𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 -
Hinoki: 𝘚𝘩𝘩𝘩𝘩. Just listen.
Hinoki: I found this place with your father years ago. After I came back from Tartosa - you were still so little.
It was 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘴𝘤𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘵 - imagine hot-boxing in a yurt, completely nude at a 50 person orgy in the Komorebian mountains when all of a sudden - you find yourself somewhere else.
𝗦𝗲𝗽𝗮𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗽𝗵𝘆𝘀𝗶𝗰𝗮𝗹.
Poppy: Okay - and why are we here now?
Hinoki: Baby, this place… It's not just some drug induced apparition. 𝗜𝘁'𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗿𝗼𝗼𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘄𝗲 𝗮𝗿𝗲. A shared space between every life we've ever lived, 𝗽𝗮𝘀𝘁, 𝗳𝘂𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗲, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗽𝗮𝗿𝗮𝗹𝗹𝗲𝗹.
Hinoki: It was in this pocket space where I found I was able to peek behind the curtain. Into the lives of other versions of myself, running adjacent to my own.
In one life I had a son who I abandoned in a pizza box in Moonwood Mill- in another a set of twins- also abandoned. In every single life - the same terrible mistake. 𝙊𝙫𝙚𝙧 and 𝙊𝙫𝙚𝙧. Mistakes that I ran from.
Ones I'm still running from.
Poppy: So you're a terrible mother in every universe or whatever, 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘦. But that still doesn't explain why you dragged me in here with you.
I mean- Are we even still talking? Back there? Can they hear us?
Hinoki: 𝙔𝙚𝙨, as a precaution we've only dipped one foot in. Any more could get dangerous.
Poppy: Dangerous?
Hinoki: In small doses, this between space is easy enough to slip in and out of.
But linger too long and there's a risk of separation - the soul becoming detached, lost, corrupted. No longer being able to find it's way back it's host- our bodies in the material. With no way back, you would be left completely catatonic.
Hinoki: But sometimes, when the pain builds up- I come here to forget.
𝗧𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗲 𝗹𝗲𝘁𝘀 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗶𝗽𝗲 𝗮𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝗺𝗲𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗶𝗲𝘀.
After a time they always return, but for a short while I am able to leave the heavier ones here.
Dealing with a few pieces of my mind at a time became easier than living with the whole.
Poppy: Mom, I'm sorry.
Hinoki: There was no way you could have known. And you wouldn't have believed me anyway. Rightly so.
Poppy: So is that why you can never remember which one of us is which?
Hinoki: 𝘗𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘺.
Poppy: What!? It's an honest question!