Thinking about extreme conditioning so much that I don't even know if what i'm thinking is still even considered as conditioning. Maybe ownership?
I just want to be able to turn my brain off completely and just disappear into whoever you've made me become.
One snap of your fingers and i'm suddenly on my knees, eyes eager, mind blank, mouth open, tongue out.
And I just do it instantly, like a conditioned response.
No hesitation, no thinking about it. It's just what happens when you snap your fingers.
Grab me by the back of my neck and i'm suddenly weak in the knees, vision blurred, tongue tied.
The little things too.
Like how I automatically open my mouth when your thumb brushes my lips.
How I spread my legs the moment I feel your hands on my inner thighs.
How I say thank you after you're done ruining me.
So many possible conditioned responses! I want them all~
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Give me ruination! Obsession! Dependency!!
Mine mine mine miiiine!