#hmm ask

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Sweet, cupcake. :D

sweet: what’s your favorite type of candy

dark chocolate

cupcake- cookies, pie, ice cream or cake

ice cream for life

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For the 65 question thing: 4, 8, 16, 24

4. What is your favorite word?

“schadenfreude”

I’m petty.

8. What do you label yourself as?

Bitter.

16. The last song you listened to?

“offering” ~ jaden

24. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your disposal.

… this is a lot of pressure & oh god

prob something with grilled chicken, pesto, mayo, tomatoes, red onions, arugula, bacon, avocado, mb some balsamic vinegar idk man idk man 

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22, 34, 39, 44

22. Do you have a secret talent? If yes, what is it?

I’ve been told I lip-sync incredibly well.  My wine palette is prob good enough to be a sommelier.   

I have no secret talents.

34. What was your last dream about?

I went to my morning class & the place I usually go to for lunch... turned into a dessert place with nothing of sustenance.  & it was incredibly traumatic bc my dreamworld turns everything into an Anxiety Brainweird Hellhole.  So a rly dumb thing like that turns into A Huge Catastrophic Thing.  It’s sorta funny.

39. What type of music do you like?

listen for yourself~ 

No but srsly mostly anything, altho I do gravitate toward yt indie a lot lol.

44. What do you want to be when you graduate?

... I’m having nightly existential crises bc of this question on the fucking regular.  I used to know, but now I have no idea... & now I think I’m just going to be a failure with an art degree who doesn’t do anything with it & I’ll end up in a job I hate that’s NOT in the realm of photography - or anything remotely related to art.  lmao it’s fine lmao it’s fine lmao

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56 63 38 :)

[ already answered 38 ... curse my barefoot ass ]

56. What do you like on your toast?

I like butter & blackberry / strawberry jam.

63. Which is cooler: dinosaurs or dragons?

I FUCKING LOVE DINOSAURS YOU DON’T EVEN UNDERSTAND.  ... but then dragons breathe fuckin fire & some of them grant your wishes via certain magical starred balls.

Please don’t do this to me.

.......................................................... ok as much as I love T-rexes... I’ll go with Shenron / dragons.

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31, 40, 53

31. You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

All the abuse my mother subjected me to, especially from ages 5-14 :D  If that’s too broad, suck mah clit~ :D

40. Do you prefer sunrises or sunsets?

Sunsets.  I’m not up enough for sunsets - altho they are beautiful.  But sunsets are always nice & like try my best to stop what I’m doing & enjoy them, in the moment.

53. What has been you worst haircut/style?

8th grade my hair was cut to my chin & I felt so fucking naked & horrible & I just wore it up in a bun / ponytail for a solid month.  When I finally took it down bc it was an acceptable length everyone thought I had a haircut.

The most traumatic part of this is this dumb boy I liked prefered girls with longer hair so I thought I had Ruined My Chance With HIm Entirely & Felt Bad about that.

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3, 10, 11, 18, 30, 38 !!!

3. The person you would never want to meet?

???  lol this question confuses me bc most times we don’t rly have a “say” in whether we meet people or not, & meeting someone determines whether we like them [altho in this day & age of online personas... I guess this could allude to that?]

So I guess I’ll go with meeting chxxx mxxxxn & cxxt sxxxxr irl.  Gross fuckboys I honestly wish I never followed in the first place.  The first being a fake feminist who uses that to prey on women & assault them, & the latter being a raging unapologetically racist piece of shit who tries to hide that in fauxliberalism.

10. What were you doing at midnight last night?

Eating a brownie, playing the Sims with the rm.

11. Favorite age you’ve been so far?

18-19 was actually rly good to me.  I had my shit together back then & I wasn’t having all these anxiety attacks.  I didn’t have suicidal thoughts like 24 / 7.  I seemed genuinely happy with where I was in my life - I was working toward going to a better school, & I had just finished high school.  I was starting to understand myself in terms of gender & sexuality, & that was incredibly freeing & satisfying for me.  

I’ve undid a lot of the progress I made in those years.  Once I changed schools & moved up to SF with all these other artists I honestly fuckin tanked.  I’m back to middle school terms of feeling awful.  & within in the past year, I’ve surpassed that... which is rly bad lmao.

So yeah 18-19 :/

18. Who would you really like to just punch in the face?

Myself tbh... but I have harm-avoidance so can’t fuckin do that now, can we?

30. Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don’t worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what’s the one thing you’re going to save from that blazing inferno?

Laptop.

38. What is the color of your socks?

I’m barefoot at the moment & before that I was just wearing tights... 

well fuck.

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41. :D

41. What is your favorite milkshake flavor?

Chocolate.