i have a new fic out (after over a year of not writing!!!!) and it’s radiostatic and they fuck nasty. go go go
https://archiveofourown.org/works/75971141

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i have a new fic out (after over a year of not writing!!!!) and it’s radiostatic and they fuck nasty. go go go
https://archiveofourown.org/works/75971141
by the way. i have a multichapter murdermedia fic going on and i am soooooo excited about where it’s going and i think you should read it
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merry christmas! here’s my newest radiostatic/murdermedia fic featuring stab wounds and christmas sweaters!
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a thing about the tenth doctor’s death is that we’re told he has a choice, but he never really did.
we’re told “he could have chosen to leave wilf, but he didn’t! he chose to die for him instead!”. but the doctor doesn’t do that. the doctor doesn’t leave people to die while saving himself.
in the end of time, he talks about his fear of regeneration. the feeling of becoming a new man, leaving all he is behind.
if he’d left wilf in that chamber, he would have been a new man. it would have made him someone else, someone more arrogant and probably more susceptible to the countless temptations he faces on his journeys. it would have sent him down a path of bitterness and rage and pride, and it would have changed him.
so there was never a choice. either way, the doctor, as he knew himself, would die.
“i had estates” is an insane fucking line. like, here is a dude whose entire species is gone save for the one who destroyed them. and here they are face to face, and his first thought isn’t for all their friends that are lost, or the children that burned, or even for his own family. no, the master’s priority is that his wealth, his status, his superiority is gone. it hits him extra hard now, when he’s literally destitute and dying on a foreign planet, stealing scraps (of human flesh).
and so accusatory — you took my land from me. you destroyed what was mine. you, my friend below my station, the one i took pity on, the one i invited onto my pastures of red grass, betrayed me. you burned up every memory we made there together.
he’s a brilliant strategist, a charismatic leader, and a war criminal, but he’s also a spoiled brat. and so the doctor becomes the one who took everything from him, the target of his petulance. look at us now.
i just wanted to say episode 5 gave me the creeps and i think it was because aziraphale brainwashed a whole group of people into behaving completely differently. i have no idea if it was supposed to be cute or not, but i found it genuinely off-putting (apart from when he asked crowley to dance, that was cute).
i think it says something about aziraphale being a control freak. he has a very strong sense of right and wrong, unlike other angels who tend to just do what they’re told. he doesn’t like thinking outside black-and-white terms (as seen in e4’s minisode); he’s used to having things his way (see: the bentley in e3); he doesn’t like being taken by surprise. hell, he actively defied all of heaven and averted an apocalypse simply because he didn’t want to leave his bookshop. and he’s powerful — powerful enough, apparently, to mind-control a room full of people into becoming jane austen characters.
so when he’s offered a role that would essentially put him in charge of heaven, of course he’s going to take it. and when he asks crowley to join him, of course he expects him to accept. because aziraphale is used to having things his way.
but crowley goes off-script. he gets mad. and when he kisses aziraphale, it catches him off-guard. and aziraphale hates being caught off-guard. and so aziraphale leaves, and takes his chance to have control over things — his life, his work, his role as an angel.
so, episode 5 was creepy because it showed how much power aziraphale can exert to get his way. and in episode 6 we see what happens when he doesn’t.
new fic alert
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lilith x alastor x lucifer, rated E, multi-chapter PWP! man, it’s good to flex my writing muscles again. go give it a read!
dilemma: cooking up a fanfic so good im tempted to just change the characters and publish it as an original work