#holding absence

[dearscone]

this is not the rolling stone article I want about holding absence 😭

[brokenpersonalityonlytobeloved]

music lets me survive...

[theboredbori]

Idk how tumblr feels about videos but I did a little animatic yesterday bc I cannot stop thinking about fitzloved every time this song plays and obviously thats gonna be everyones problem now

Art quality wise its Fine I didnt put too much effort into this its mostly the vibe I wanted to capture so yknow

[kaddyssammlung]

Lucas Woodland reminiscing "...and of course Sleep Token's 2nd show....the three of us shared this green room, I remember Sleep Token were painting themselves back here..."

[uruhasbubble-tea]

Aww it's really nice to know that Lucas (Holding Absence) and Vessel (or to his words, Vessy) are best friends. ✨

Source? the bestie himself:

maybe we will never get to hear that quarantine song between these two but the possibility for the future collab is never zero 🤓👍

[under-the-knife]

Whisper of a Dream // Holding Absence

[cyanidecypher]

supernatural characters as random emo/pop punk lyrics

>> disclaimer: the songs listed are 3rd and 4th wave emo! will be making another with older gen emo lyrics

dean —

"what do you want from me? i'm just a kid who got in too deep // my walls are built up high, forever bound to be steep // i got a bird's eye view of all the secrets you keep" - high regard ,, the story so far

"i know where you've been // you're ruining men // never again will i let someone in" - roam ,, the story so far

"cause i've earned // a couple days amongst the sun // god knows i've more than paid my dues // for all the months that i didn't wanna live through // the sleepless nights // the bloodshot eyes // this blissful pain, contextualized // i went to death's door, he led me inside // but for all my want // he couldn't look me in the eyes // i've been so hurt for so long" - celebration song ,, holding absence

"now the house falls apart cause i can't fucking care // empty cans for foundation, complete disrepair" - we're gonna make it to kilby! ,, hot mulligan

sam —

"maybe we're not all living in hell but we've been conditioned to live in a prison cell" - the death of an illusion ,, capstan

"would you tell me // if you believed that we go somewhere when it's done?" - afraid to die ,, movements

"you will always be branded in me // a memory i'll try to keep out of my head" - can't.lie.around.remembering.everything ,, capstan

"this worrying will be the death of me // obsessive tendencies won't let me sleep // but i can't run away, like i do with everything // it's cripping but my demon is me" - suffer through ,, movements

"can't even sleep. take my dreams they're yours to keep // take my head and hold me down, i'm in too deep and can't get out" - most of the time ,, turnover

“stop saying, stop saying // ‘this pain will all make sense’ // i’m homesick, i’m homesick // for some place I don’t think exists” - a place i don’t think exists ,, real friends

cas —

"cause my effort is never enough // i'll start unpacking all of my stuff" - roam ,, the story so far

"such sweet entropy, it's comforting // as the world crashes in on me // admire all beauty in its brevity" - stars before the sun ,, capstan

"because i've found faith in myself and the people i love // not through medication or forgiveness from above // left in the dark with no divine light // only helping hands and my own will to fight" - the death of an illusion ,, capstan

"a change of scenery won't tame // the endless earthquakes in my head // they're all in my head // so i'll suffer through // a means to an end, it's all i can do // you wanna move mountains? well i do too" - suffer through ,, movements

"but what if hell is cold and heaven's closed? // (god only knows, god only knows)" - beyond belief ,, holding absence

“i’m barely breathing, barely getting by // it takes my lowest low for me to cross your mind” - six feet ,, real friends

bobby —

"but what keeps your heart soul surfing lends to living on as ghosts" - the death of an illusion ,, capstan

[vagueconfusion]

The cogs have begun to spin, a mite tunnelled in my skin It's hard to be whole, I'm mending a soul that I had broken Or should I rejoin the rest and sleep through my innocence? Being a human's more of a burden than I was hoping Than I was hoping