But narc will never try to get real help. Will be making up stories, how drugs help to maintain anxiety level low, fight panic attacks and insecurities. Also I discovered she fainted few times whole going to work at public transport. She was hospitalized. Never told me. Bever shared. Because I overreact. I would nag to get help and treatment. I feel wronged and wrong. I don't know what right anymore, since my whole life principles system is crushed by this obnoxious creature that says I make life miserable and none ever treated her like that before, even enemies...this person I chose to fight for, this person I have a vow to never let go, to break my head for, to be there even when she breaks my heart and throws me out of the house. We don't start if we don't plan to finish, but where do we know when to stop?#relationship #addiction #drugs #homeabuse #brokenheart #broken #unconditionallove (at One Cause) https://www.instagram.com/p/B32W6HLAYv5/?igshid=ns08s0fg3zpt