You know how when you fight over nothing and then he shouts at you 'Go fuck yourself' and you go. After some small time you ready to hug again and fall asleep or wake up and hug and have a breakfast together...but he is not ready. He doesnt want you even near him. It's been now 4 days, he doesnt talk to me, he avoids me. He drinks after work till late, then come back with drugs. Doesnt eat dinner, so I have to throw food away. Fight reason? Like I ever remember, it's always something that he cannot stand and it hurts him, but kill me on spot if I ever understood what exactly it was and how to fix it. No, I'm enemy n1, and go fuck yourself as an advice. Together few years and are getting to know each other better, with exception that I had never started even one fight, so I feel I'm the worse since he is so perfect? #whatthefuck #addiction #family #unconditionallove #drugs #drinkingproblem #family #dreams #distress (at Misery) https://www.instagram.com/p/B8dd9QOB9Zz/?igshid=1t8m2y0g50539
















