Terrible horrible times as John. Cause like- on one hand, I did talk to Dave everyday. Nonstop, and I didn't feel bad about it, yknow? I didn't feel like I was making him mad or annoying him! I didn't want to do that, anyways. We opened up about a lot of stuff to eachother, and he even came over once! (How he did that, I have no clue.) My dorky dad loves him a lot, and so do I.
But its like- now? With me being in this body that has so many insecurities and anxiety? I can't feel like i'm messing up at every turn. I know it's not true!! I know he still loves me a lot and he tells me so every day!! But I just. Ugh. I can't help it. And it's awful I can't.
Anyways, my Davey, if you see this: I love you!!♡
-John Egbert. Splitroject! #🌀🖱
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