#honeydropsdiary

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ending 2025 with my new hyperfixation of chess, which I never learned or played until 2 months ago. I don't think I'm giving this one up lol I'm hooked

Some memes below

Oh also highest elos (?) so far

Daily 333

Rapid 212

Blitz 311

Puzzles 1127

Bullet 100

Photos from pinterest

[honeydropsoftea]

Hi there! (pinned)

First: free 🇵🇸 and glory to 🇺🇦

‿︵‿︵୨˚̣̣̣͙୧ - my posts here - ୨˚̣̣̣͙୧‿︵‿︵

✿ honestly everything sry

✿ general aesthetics, cores: cottage, regency, fairy, coquette, angelic, academia and studyblr

✿ poetry, literature, writings, moodboards, lil diaries

Important links for global issues: https://wearethechange.carrd.co

world issues that need our help

resources for black lives matter & world issues

⋘ ...↓ 𝑙𝑜𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝘐𝘕𝘍𝘑-𝘛 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑎 ↓... ⋙

‿︵‿︵୨˚̣̣̣͙୧ - about me - ୨˚̣̣̣͙୧‿︵‿︵

✿ environmental biologist/ecologist + grad student

✿ very anxious HSP & neurodivergent, chronically ill gorl 🦓 (ehlers)

✿ I love hockey, watching others play spooky games, birding, guinea pigs & cats, tea, literature

✿ personally exploring spirituality and religion in Abrahamic faith (raised agnostic)

✿ 🇺🇲 (but from the grandparents of 🇮🇪🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿🇩🇪) ❤️

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“𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘢𝘸 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘷𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘎𝘰𝘥” 𝘈𝘣𝘥𝘶’𝘭-𝘉𝘢𝘩á

✡︎ “𝘐𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘯 𝘰𝘯 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨.” 𝘛𝘢𝘭𝘮𝘶𝘥 𝘉𝘢𝘷𝘭𝘪, 𝘠𝘰𝘮𝘢 80𝘈

✞ “𝘉𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘶𝘮𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘦; 𝘣𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘵, 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘯 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦.” 𝘌𝘱𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘪𝘢𝘯𝘴 4:2

☪︎ "𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘏𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘨𝘶𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶" 𝘈𝘥-𝘋𝘩𝘶𝘩𝘢𝘢 93:7

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pfp credits: picrew loemyn

[honeydropsoftea]

"But I gave you something, I built a whole world for you

But I took it too far like I always do

And I love you so deeply, and you hurt me so bad

I'm all out of poetry, you made me so sad"

[honeydropsoftea]

I am reading "Islam Explained: A Short Introduction to History, Teachings, and Culture" by Ahmad Rashid Salim, and I just had to share that angels are also so beautiful 🥹

"𝘎𝘢𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘭 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥, “𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘴𝘱𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘵𝘩. 𝘕𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘥𝘶𝘤𝘵 (𝘪𝘩𝘴𝘢𝘯).”

“𝘐𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱 𝘎𝘰𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘏𝘪𝘮, 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘏𝘪𝘮, [𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸] 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘏𝘦 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶.”

♡

"𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘭𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘢𝘴𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘥𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘵𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘤𝘦𝘳𝘵𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘮, 𝘢𝘴 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘱𝘳𝘢𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘶𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘺. 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘘𝘶𝘳’𝘢𝘯 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘴: 𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘭𝘴 𝘤𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘣𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘴𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘓𝘰𝘳𝘥, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘱𝘳𝘢𝘺 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘰𝘯 𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘩. (𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘘𝘶𝘳’𝘢𝘯 42:5)"

This just makes me feel so much love and warmth. What a wonderful creation, alhamdulillah ♡

(Another version: 42:4-5, English - Sahih International: To Him belongs whatever is in the heavens and whatever is in the earth, and He is the Most High, the Most Great. (5) The heavens almost break from above them, and the angels exalt [Allāh] with praise of their Lord and ask forgiveness for those on earth. Unquestionably, it is Allāh who is the Forgiving, the Merciful.)

[honeydropsoftea]

Recently, because of the current governments' corruption, I lost my guaranteed graduate research position due to cuts and defunding. It would have been for the next two years starting this fall. I was so excited about the projects (helping advisor with surveying and researching ecology/ populations of specific declining bird species, and their conservation) while obtaining my Masters and getting back in school.

I'm heartbroken because, (although it's small in the grand scheme of the wrongs on earth today) it feels like a smack in the face to have the government and its' current cult followers basically say "you are not important. What you do with your career and time and everything you dedicate yourself to is fake news and hoaxes" whilst simultaneously destroying the earth and knowing the irreversible damage being done. I trust in God to have a plan for me, and for myself to work things out because I refuse to give up what I love. And I hope and pray for everyone in the same boat to continue holding that fire and not accept what's going on. To federal workers, STEM students and careers, women, people of color, Muslims and religions being dehumanized, anyone and everyone with a heart, you are important. Your work here in earth is important and we will not let hate win.

The Prophet Muhammad (Peace Be Upon Him) said, “The world is beautiful and verdant, and verily God, the exalted, has made you His stewards in it, and He sees how you acquit yourselves.” (Hadith Sahih Muslim)

And there is no creature on [or within] the earth or bird that flies with its wings except [that they are] communities like you. We have not neglected in the Register a thing. Then unto their Lord they will be gathered. (6:38)

Psalms 24:1-5 NLT [1] The earth is the Lord’s, and everything in it. The world and all its people belong to him. [2] For he laid the earth’s foundation on the seas and built it on the ocean depths. [3] Who may climb the mountain of the Lord? Who may stand in his holy place? [4] Only those whose hands and hearts are pure, who do not worship idols and never tell lies. [5] They will receive the Lord’s blessing and have a right relationship with God their savior.

Photo from Pinterest

[honeydropsoftea]

And someday we might laugh about this, baby

But right now it just makes me want to cry

You're already thinking about Christmas

I just want to make it through July

all images from pinterest.

[honeydropsoftea]

I'd dance all night

Ni-i-ight

Dance all night

I wouldn't be so in my head

Three words every chance that I get

Be spontaneous and better with trust

And say things that I should've said

I would let my feelings lead me

Let you be the one to hold me now

And maybe this time you could stay

pngs from luvpngs

[honeydropsoftea]

low-key thinking about how my grandparents and greats came from 🇮🇪🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿🇩🇪 1900-1945 and obviously I understand why, but like can I go back please thank you 🥲