Jun 5
jerked off in the cockpit and ate snacks and now the mechanics are mad at me. they’re gonna tell Handler. fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
seen from China
seen from Indonesia
seen from India
seen from France
seen from Malaysia
seen from United States
seen from Kazakhstan
seen from Germany
seen from Australia
seen from Pakistan
seen from Colombia
seen from France
seen from Australia
seen from United States
seen from Germany
seen from Saudi Arabia
seen from Egypt
seen from Morocco
seen from United States
seen from China
jerked off in the cockpit and ate snacks and now the mechanics are mad at me. they’re gonna tell Handler. fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
Shheh injejxted mme againb
START VOICE RECORDING
not sure what i’m supposed to say, but Handler says this might help me process and i trust Her.
hi, i’m not really talking to anyone. Aurelia, i guess. hi Aurelia.
it’s safe to say what i need to say here, that’s what Handler says. maybe She’ll listen, but i don’t mind that, so, here goes.
i sometimes wonder who i was before i got here. it’s confusing. i still have some memory from when they had me on those drugs… some memory of… boots. the smell of leather still haunts me, sometimes. mostly i associate it with Her, with Safety.
i struggle to kneel now, it hurts my knees. i spent a long time kneeling before, i think. i almost feel like i’m a broken hound, not fit for my purpose. though what is my purpose? i have a high success rate, though i still don’t feel… fulfilled. i feel like there’s more i’m supposed to be doing. i feel like there’s something i’m forgetting.
it always feels like there’s something i’m forgetting.
END VOICE RECORDING
my Handler let me borrow Her coat for a few minutes because i asked out of curiosity if it was really comfy… it was. going to curl up in my cockpit until i’m sent out now. still tired, but i finally get to pilot today. as always i trust She’ll keep me Safe
combat stims made my head hurt so time to play with my ball i hope Handler wants to play fetch later
my reconditioning is going good.. i am happy i am Safe with my Handler 🦊
hound update: Handler taught me the new combat simulation system and She explained it so well 😁😁😁
about me
hey, i'm wraith!! big houndposter, and @handlerposter's hound.
early 20s they/he/she genderqueer lesbian, still figuring it out. it/its is also fine when referring to me as hound
i like to shitpost and bite my Handler, and also occasionally terrorise the mech techs (sorrryyyyy..)
gamer writer artist thing
hope you enjoy my blog! if you don't please don't tell me i'll be sad (and i think my Handler might kill you)