#howtobeabitch

[colormewhore-blog]

I don't care. Call me a bitch. As long as you put a "Miss" before it. Thank you.

Tyra Sanchez

[hoowtobeabitch-blog]

Insecurities ♥

Everyone's got em , but the way you deal with them defines who you are. I've learnt this from a past experience and after making mistakes, but then again , learning from mistakes makes you a better person too.  

I was friends with the perfect girl, popular, funny, beautiful. She was ugly on the inside though. She's kind of the Alison Dilaurentis, or Regina George of our school. She always made me feel bad about myself. Shattered my confidence and broke my self esteem.

She bitched about everyone, even her best friends, i knew she did about me too, yet everyone loves her. And i was becoming just like her. 

I laughed at the way people looked, bitched, was mean, but you'd think that would make me more confident, it didnt. It knocked me, hard. 

I wasnt being myself, and i hated it. And i tried to break away from them and make new friends. Old habits die hard i guess, and i (stupidly) told everyone every little thing shes ever said about anyone, i thought they would believe me, because every little thing i said was the truth. 

But how could you compete with "Regina", no one ever did. 

And it makes me think, thats why theres so many fake bitches in my year, because you cant survive high school if you''re nice.