Apr 18, 2018
Tree thougts
How empty is my life? Hanging on by the trees. Needing the leaves. Am i a feen?? Why do i feel like i cant do this without the trees? I wasnt like this before. I lived without the constant numbness for years and now... im lost. Life is so boring and pointless. Without the calm from the leaves my thoughts race. Going too fast for me to catch. How empty am i? How boring am i? What to do? How to be happy in my reality when even the smallest doubt and insecurity becomes bigger then it needs to be? How to live without the numbness when i barely want to live at all