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besties i don't think we can sha-la-la our way out of this one
My name is safe inside your mouth
Madeline Miller-The song of Achilles//Hozier-First Time//Tennessee Williams//Jodi Picoult-Handle with Care//Florence and the Machine-Spectrum//Ada Limón-Bright Dead Things//Richard Siken-Crush
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By this I can make a post about how I'm hardcore crushing on someone and they'll never. Find. Out.
I had the unique opportunity to visit one of my friends this weekend. I subsequently was also introduced to her friends as well. Beforehand she gave me the heads up that one of them was deeply attractive. I met him and I didn't think so at first but as the night wore on he grew more and more into a Hozier esque written by a woman man. I had to admit to my friend that I was horribly wrong and took back what I said about him not being attractive.
A couple days later I got to hang with the group again. This man had the audacity to speak to me like a human and make me feel included and apart of the group. According to my friend he's always like that... Kind that is. And I whole heartedly agree. (Side note he's quite soft spoken and chill) he also makes an effort to listen to whatever garbage I spew. Anyway,
The group went to an aquarium and he kept asking me questions about the fish and stuff there, because I know a little bit.
I love stingrays. He took notice and asked me why I love them and explored my admiration. Just showing interest in my interest.
And through this I got to know him a little bit more. He told me a little about the tide pools he used to experience growing up. I also found out where he grew up.
After the aquarium was of course the ride home. I naturally whipped out my new tarot card deck I had purchased previously and asked the deck to give me a one card description of each person in the friend group. When it came to his turn I actually don't remember what card it was, but I do remember the picture on it being snapdragons.
I bring this all up because it probably hit me just an hour ago that the card showed snapdragons because they're my favorite flower.
And out of the friends I was introduced to, he was my favorite.
So my cards were calling me out. And kinda shouting to me that I have a crush on him.
I find it extremely humerus.
I doubt it'll ever come to fruition. My friend also thinks he's attractive and sweet and kind like me, and while she doesn't want to date anyone right now, I hope she can date him in the future. He'd be good for her. I probably shouldn't be dating anyone either. Such is life I suppose.