Hpd yapping for one moment . .
I don't just yearn for attention, its a need. It's a need that cannot be stilled. No matter how many people talk to me, compliment me, play with me, nothing is ever enough. Its a bottomless pit you need to keep feeding and feeding and feeding even though it's never getting full anyways.
when I don't get attention it feels physically painful. It feels like something is clawing at me from my chest, trying to get out and it's physically painful. I am tense, on the verge of crying, i feel like im literally GOING INSANE when I don't get attention. I start being anxious, i do everything to gain attention back, it doesn't matter what it is. I'll cry and beg my friend for attention no matter how pathetic i look. Irs a deep ache within me, a dizzying feeling in my head and just a fear that's telling me im going insane. If I don't get attention soon i will quite literally loose my mind. Its a ticking time bomb of whifh im severely scared of it going off.
