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minor | they / it Mentally ill Art creds 八坂犬 , layout pitfall-bakery

[youmeyume]

「 “When you lie, I cover it up .. When you hide, I cover it up!” 」

uhmmm hi hi welcome to my blog !!! You may refer to me as Mion or Azalea , i go by they/it , most xeno/neos are fine too!

Heavily disordered ; Autism , BPD , Dissiociative disorder (traumagenic) , suspected hpd w/ narcissistic traits

People may know me from my main , depending on how im feeling you may or may not int w/ me , my dearest theo is always allowed! And also the reason i made the blog hehe..

DNI ; Basic criteria , [x] disorder abuse believers , i do not engage in syscourse of any sorts

my loyal , most amazing ep ♡︎ @canary-in-the-mine

We collectively identify as aroacespec , transmasc , genderfluid & abroromantic/gaybian!!

This account will focus mostly on my narcissistic traits & hpd

(userboxes by @/angel-userboxes , dividers & stamps by @/abudasima)

「 “You'll never be mine, ah, but you've got my eyes! ” 」

[youmeyume]

WAIT I JUST REALIZED

@canary-in-the-mine i actually DO gave a song that fits npd , it's german but!!!

Egoist by Falco , I'll translate the lyrics for you

Refrain (2x) ->

(The whole world revolves around me, For I am nothing but an egoist

The person closest to me.. Is me—I am an egoist)

Right at the very top of the list—yes, that’s where I stand.

You’ll just have to forgive me, but I’m in love with myself. And this is true—even though I am exceedingly and thoroughly critical— I have nothing but myself on my mind, all the livelong day.

I’ve mounted a mirror right above my bed, So that my own reflection can stand guard while I sleep.

And I don’t want to want anyone; no, I want to be the one who’s wanted. And I won’t ever rest until I get exactly what I need.

(Refrain 2x)

Love comes from loving, and I start with myself; And with a little luck, one day it will be your turn.

Every day, I treat my ego to a special regimen— Though usually, I give myself the full dose right away, and—preferably—pure.

With every passing day that my world view endures, I rediscover myself, and I fall in love anew.

The stars inscribe my name across the firmament, So that it may burn brightly in your eyes.

The rest of the song is two different refrains.. it's actually a super peak song I LOVE IT

[youmeyume]

🎀🎼🌌 for the ask game !!

🎀 - What character do you feel represents NPD best?

Ena!! Uhm.. also shiloh.. it shows how a person can be kind while also using it for their own gain! I also deeply enjoy hpdnpd taka.. and.. sou/sasaki npd.. hhwehhh..

🎼 - A song you feel represents NPD?

sadly I don't know a lot of songs.. if this was about BPD I'd immediately have an answer haha,,

🌌 - Least favorite NPD stereotype? (Can be fictional or real!)

When people say "oh you/this char can't be narcissistic/have npd cause you're nice!" Or people calling their ex an narcissist just because they were abusive. And generally the white rich cisman narcissist, even worse if he's misogynistic and abusive. 💔

[draculian-accomplishments]

Quirky NPD Ask Game!

🥀 - Favorite unusual compliment? (ie "You're crunchy")

💌 - Your biggest accomplishment right now?

💎 - Favorite thing about yourself? (Appearance, personality, etc)

🩰 - What's your favorite supply right now?

🎀 - What character do you feel represents NPD best?

🥧 - Preferred way to treat yourself in a narc high?

🌓 - Any other PDs you have?

🎼 - A song you feel represents NPD?

🗯️ - Favorite NPD meme?

🛎️ - A silly or unorthodox coping mechanism?

🗝️ - Favorite quote you can relate to NPD?

🏩 - What do you love about being a narcissist?

🌌 - Least favorite NPD stereotype? (Can be fictional or real!)

🪄 - Highest D&D stat?

Image ID: DNI Narc "Abuse" blogs, demonize Cluster B Disorders, use "Narcissist" as an insult, Etc. Don't be a dick.

[youmeyume]

@canary-in-the-mine

[youmeyume]

I don't believe in God, but I believe that you're my savior ♡︎

[equalperson]

being an "is often envious of others" narcissist instead of a "believes that others are envious of them" narc SUCKS. WDYM seeing other people do something even slightly better or faster than I do makes Me feel physically ill?? this shit is so embarrassing.

[that-cluster-b-bitch]

wdym I can't watch someone be good at something without having a fucking meltdown?? WDYM??

[youmeyume]

3 People in my life dislike/hate the same person and i could not be happier. #HATER

[youmeyume]

hearing my sibling say "she's probably narcissistic" , ouhhh dude shut up juuust say self-centered or something 💔

[youmeyume]

Watch me passionately hate something simply because i feel like my friends are paying more attention to it than me 🩵🩵

[corbingraphics]

Narcissistic Personality Disorder Userboxes and Blinkies - Set I

True recognition is a privilege; only the best know how to look.

Feel free to use these on any platform. Credit is mandatory. ♥︎︎

✒︎ Full Archives → Userboxes | Blinkies

[ohnobymarina]

Narcissistic personality disorder is so funny like yes I find everyone absolutely disgusting and vile and unworthy but that’s actually a projection of how I am aware I am the most disgusting, vile, and unworthy of them all. Except that isn’t actually true and I am the shining beacon of hard work and worthiness that all human beings should strive for except I lied again I really am as foul as I described before but oh gotcha again I’m actually perfect and

[bloody------snow]

“attention whore” yeah. i am. so give me attention

[youmeyume]

confession ....

is it bad that i. only really made the positivity blog for attention and praise + supply from someone being happy from them

like. i'm super happy if it helps someone!! but at the same time yippee!! praise!!! i'm so nice right. right. i'm so much more caring!!! /not at you

No i think it's super valid.. and i mean , you're helping people and getting something out of it so it's a win-win..

Only because you get a personal benefit from it doesn't make it any less meaningful and caring!! You ARE an extremely sweet and caring person!!

[youmeyume]

im irritated as fuck im irritated as fuck im irritated as fuck im irritated as fuck im irritated as fuck

[youmeyume]

I know it's really selfish but i HATE when people regress at the same time as i do. I want to be pampered and taken care of and people obviously cannot do that if they're... a child.

It really depends on my mood because sometimes im like "Ooo yayyy!!! Playdate!!" , bur sometimes . I wanna be the center of attention and get love when im small 💔

[youmeyume]

i think my narcissism becomes more clear irl in my friendgroup

whenever my sibling gets upset i get really angry and especially when my friends care for them because like. WHAT THE FUCK!!! WHO CARES. WHO FUCKING CARES. HELLO YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE PAYING ATTENTION TO ME????

Only because THEY'RE now crying and whining like a little BITCH they get all the care and attention in the world that stupid fucking whore.

[youmeyume]

im genuinely so upset with the lack of attention lately. PAY ATTENTION TO ME IM SUFFERING PAY ATTENTION TO ME TALK TO ME IM BEGGING YOU!!!!