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imagine if addison became really weary around the actual carmine while she's pinned under the claw of rosamunde's influence, whether it be the struggle to tell the two apart or the inability to see her beloved's face the same way as she did.
honestly the potential the aftermath has me thinking constantly... what if add from bath, england, united kingdom just. finally gave out. what if even after add from bath, england, united kingdom managed to survive she became so damaged from it all that canon literally shifts and add from bath, england, united kingdom becomes someone very different than she ends up being in the future.
im so sorry but im so obssessed with my strange and offputting demonic force and her relationships with others. i think she becomes so obssessed with add from bath, england, united kingdom, that she can't bear the idea of killing her and tries to keep her alive as long as possible.
bah!!! 🪨🪨🪨🪨🪨🪨
At this point I need an alternate timeline where False Carmine is the plot point that fucking kills her
This is an entity not bound by logic nor reason, it does not have to abide by the laws of this land, if Alison makes it to graduation and goes back home it could easily track her down and instead of (like main plot Alison) motivating herself by making herself “worth it” for Carmine to cross her path again (delusional pack it up) Alison missing Carmine just brings Rosamunde to Galar to feed.
Instead of having a motive to grow or a crazy dream to chase now she a face. A face that can very easily get Alison to do whatever it pleases because she’s desperate and diluted for that connection she wanted she’ll rationalize that they’re “close enough”
When they share proximity she can keep it together, she can shake herself awake, she can compare and contrast and see the little holes in the behavior that makes them so different.
With the real thing gone and never coming back into her life they might as well be the same.
She’d slip up, I know better than to call it her name. She’d mentally merge the two. That’s her Carmine. Because the Carmine who owned herself is long gone. But this one is here and this one lets Alison play pretend therefore it must be hers.