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[ramyeonupdates]

IU is only a few years older htan me wow

[moulitsaki]

Go...💪🏻#fygame #moulitsakia #bros #aderfaki #mou #pantou #mazi #adeia #epitelous #kairos #htan #2017 #travel #togetherwecan (στην τοποθεσία Chania International Airport)

[permahope]

The day he kissed me I thought the world was crashing down. This boy, his lips were grazing mine and his hands were on my waist and I could feel his heartbeat--the same chaotic rhythm as mine. I was laying on top of him on a couch in our friend’s basement, watching Sinister of all movies. I jumped. That’s how it happened, right? I jumped and my face turned a little too much towards him? That would be a little more forgivable, wouldn’t it?

How could something so wrong have felt like the most perfect moment in the world? His lips, so soft, so full, were pressed against mine, our skin burning with the same fire. Everything about that moment was hot. The room, our clothes, our skin. It was like flames were bursting forth at every place our skin made contact, and the rest of us burned to be closer.

We weren’t supposed to kiss, we were never supposed to. It wasn’t right, it wasn’t okay. She may not have been perfect but she didn’t deserve that, not the way it happened. He was still hers, I shouldn’t have thought he could be mine. I shouldn’t have let him be mine. And yeah, it was just one kiss, it was a few seconds of mindlessness. But the temptation and the texts and everything leading up to it was so much more.

If it was just a kiss, it may have been okay. But it wasn’t. It was how much we wanted to that made it wrong. He wasn’t honest to her. He wasn’t loyal. And maybe if it weren’t for me, he would have been.

[permahope]

I am oddly depressed at the moment

[seizethenamjas]

The past 2 days have been Haaarrd. But some amazing people have made their presence known.

Yesterday HTAN came to my work and spent my lunch break with me and bought me a coffee and listened to my stories. Then sent me a text this morning just to say "I love you and am thinking of you". 

And I Skyped with Babs yesterday and she just encouraged me and was just... her. I always feel better just being with her. 

And I Kakao-called with SH and we talked about everything that's new in our lives. I miss him a lot!

And talked with OM today and yesterday and he just shared his time and daily life with me. He says when he moves from his hometown to stay at his uni he will write me letters in Korean and in English and send them to me because "I really hate going to my school. There is nothing. Only fields and mountains. Fresh air. With my Major. Just study." ... Sounds terrible (?) Haha! 

I told OM I was meeting a new person today "But I don't want to and I don't think I will like him!" OM told me to give him a chance and that he was sure we would get along. I was moody and mad, but he was so so right. This kid is hilarious and lots of fun :) I have an ish load of free time, so lets make some new, easy friendships haha!

Anyways. It's like the people and friendships that are successes in my life are being highlighted for me. 

I love these people, and they truly love me back and have shown it time and time again. 

Really encouraging. I am so thankful.