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Finding My Niche #Prekill

Finding My Niche #Prekill

I knew it would be different. It felt like I was wasting time, but I was proactive in thinking about an angle that really fit me.

I’m frustrated that it took so long. In the same breathe, I learned the patience to not care how long it took.

There were massive amounts that I had to unlearn in order to move forward. It’s funny how clarity becomes a close friend once your daily work doesn’t solely…

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Mental Heavyweight #Prekill

I say this a lot so I guess I should explain

A man’s mental strength is the real gold. I guess you never hear it spoken of as the deciding factor, but that’s it.

The knowledge of becoming is the same knowledge that knowing is made up of. I feel like I’ve always known, not from a narcissist’s POV. More from an understanding that I cannot live a life leading to nowhere, if I don’t reach my…

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There Will Be Fights #Prekill

There Will Be Fights #Prekill

This notion that no friction will exist while you go for it.

I laugh during a storm, not because I enjoy the storm, but because I know that it is indeed temporary and growing more so with each passing moment. If pain is a deterrent for you, these lessons, this philosophy, my organization might not be for you. I feel that within discomfort and hardship we can truly learn the most about ourselves.…

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Strategy #Prekill

Robert Greene’s 33 Strategies of War still holds a special place in my heart.

Those long hours spent reading, contemplating, writing, visualizing that part of my life started around that book.

I was so dedicated to finding a path back then, so interested in possibility that circumstances where an afterthought. Focus was greater than circumstance, little did I know, this allowed me to brave the…

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Life #Prekill

“Family’s a blessing, if it’s anything. I learned that lesson. Taking it that way. Went through a lot of suggestions and stressin. Whenever I decide to take a path whenever there’s ones carved along the way. I understood, I dug underground tunneling like Harriet Tubman. Damn man. I didn’t realize that it could be much more than I planned. Defined by the journey itself the whole time. Defined by…

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Believe Series pt 2 #Prekill

Believe Series pt 2 #Prekill

The Believe Series is that of commitment.

In my late 20s I decided to move from Houston. The failed business that I was trying to hold together was slipping through my grasp like sand on the beaches I’d later vacation on. The mental anguish of knowing your failure exists and the weight of accepting such a thing. The times when it’s just you in your truth, no barriers, clear headed. The walk is…

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My Ego almost destroyed me #Prekill

My Ego almost destroyed me #Prekill

Jealousy has no place in a man of valor.

It’s this healthy balance of competition that can show up as jealousy left unchecked.

I’ve experienced it, checked it, and handled the feeling.

The strength of others is not the weakness of myself.

So many years, the coping mechanism was to turn a blind eye.

The cover-up for this self-doubt, this town ain’t big enough for the both of us.

I’ve always…

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Starting Points #Prekill

The real blessing is having a place to start.

Our human spirit dies the moment we feel hopelessness.

Our war is one of attrition. The enemy is strong, our ability to regroup is paramount.

How many times will you regroup? Is there a limit? What’s yours?

“But everybody’s different, you won’t know how you react

Til you in that position, and that’s an actual fact” – Nasir Jones

We’re only as good as…

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