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[untamednfree]

Ok I think about this

I saw this post where it was a place where someone fell in love and a place where someone fell out of love and it makes you think and the place this post was taken when the person fell out of love was a bookshelf with a cute chair and I always think about it and I don’t know I’m crazy but I’m waiting for that to happen and I don’t know why I’m crazy. The situations keep getting weirder. Does anyone else think of a post that really stuck with them???

[boundless-wallflower]

omg i actually want to kill particular people in my school already just after the first day back like the way they treat others like wow how can a human be so mean and heartless to another human i don't understand

[thebeautyofsoundd-blog]

have you ever fallen in love with music?

i bet 90% of you have, if not more. i relate everything i do to music. i create beats in my head to everything. i'm pretty sure if i didn't have a cd player in my car i would never drive. i always have a song stuck in my head, at all times of the day. i fall asleep best to music. but there's always music playing in the dreams i remember. music is me. all of me. i might not be able to play any instruments, but i love helping people create their music. i've grown to understand it quite a lot due to the amount of raves i have gone to and the festivals i've attended so far. the people i've met especially. i've met some incredibly amazing people in the rave scene. and surprisingly, i've even grown to enjoy some dubstep(REAL dubstep), thanks to those people i've met and heard live. my newest and favorite hobby is hooping. it's my own personal form of meditation, it brings me back to earth, it calms me and keeps my head straight. my mind clear and organized. and i always hoop to music. when i can't, i sing or hum or just play it in my head. and i'm always moving. dancing. i love to dance. i could dance for hours with little stops (and more often sober). and i know a lot of people say this, but i honestly cannot even fathom what life would be like without music. i don't even want to try to picture that. fuck that.  but has it ever come to a point where it brings your spirit closer to the creator, crossing the line into an eternal field of connection. where it feels like your chakras combine energies with each other. that's where my butterflies come from. and i can feel it, closer and stronger each time.  what's worse though, is not being able to do anything about it. but sometimes i think maybe that's a good thing. it's sure doing a hell of a job keeping me going, and fighting, just because life is so fucking precious and i'm not going to waste it.  

[carnivoroustendencies]

after all of the rediculous things I've gone through this week, I've come to a conclusion: I'm going to start changing myself for the better. I'm going to start taking better care of myself, but not giving a shit if I'm not perfectly thin or anything like that. Still not going to look for a guy, even though that's not a change. I want to start being classy, and loving me for me and following my dreams and sticking with my hobbies. Not listening to dumbfucks who think that I just need to move out to really live. No, I don't. I'm going to continue to live for free while i save money to help my life later, not run away and have house parties to be coool. Fuck you. I'm not going to tell everyone my issues. I'm going to refine myself for myself. I don't need acceptance of a boyfreind to be happy. Fuck what everyone thinks. I will become stronger so the next time a guy gets into a physical fight with me, I'll be more than prepared. I will not think that just because someone is older then me means that they know best for me. I will be telling my parents a shit ton less about my life. They've fucked my trust with them, and my confidence. I would rather have a few close freinds than a ton of people I slightly know.