#human diary

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Human Diary - cth

human diary - cth

Pairing: Reader x Calum Hood

Word count: 479

Summary: based on the song Human Diary by Danielle Bradbury.

Warnings: angst, insecurity?

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You hated your stomach.

No matter how hard you exercised, you couldn’t get rid of the flab at your abdominals. No matter how many diet pills you took, you never managed to achieve a thin waist.

This made you more insecure than you would admit willingly.

But Calum knew. And he made you feel good about it. Like you really were as beautiful as he said you were.

Like you were just as, if not more, than your friends.

Lisa was blonde, slim, and tall, while Aubrey was a petite, busty brunette, making you the average friend.

They were both loud and extremely attractive, which also made you the odd one out.

“Why are you still friends with them, then?” Calum had said, his arms around you as you both laid on your bed.

You just shrugged. “I don’t like change, I guess.” You had mumbled the words, second-guessing your decisions.

He had sensed your uncertainty, pulling you closer to him, and snuggling into your shoulder. “It’s completely fine to not like change, babe.” He had whispered into your hair, tickling your neck and making you giggle.

Calum knew which days you were feeling down, and which days you were happy, because you told him everything.

He was your confidante, your best friend.

Your human diary.

He knew everything.

He knew what turned you on, what scared you, how you looked like naked - he honestly knew everything about you, even about your abusive father, which only three people in your life knew about.

He knew all your secrets. And when he left, he took them with him. And you couldn’t stop thinking about it. Did he tell Sabrina, his new girlfriend, about you? How you hated peppers but loved olives? How you loved to wake up to the smell of freshly-brewed coffee? You were paranoid.

It hurt like hell now, thinking about him. How he smelled like, how his hands felt, how he would laugh after you made a weak joke. How he was now with someone else.

And what made it worse was that she was beautiful. Definitely more than you. You were a 6, and Sabrina was a 10. She was like a mixture of both Lisa and Aubrey.

It was horrible, especially since Sabrina lived close to you, so you had to witness how Calum would pick her up everyday, right on the dot, smiling at how gorgeous she looked.

Your heart clenched every time you saw them together, and you fought back tears as you recalled all the times he had done that exact thing, but for you.

It seemed to you now that the smile he gave you when you were dating him was more dull and forced.

And it haunted you.

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You were my human diary, so when you left you didn’t just leave. No, you took all my secrets with you. And now you’re with someone else and thinking about it hurts like hell cuz you got all my secrets with you.

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Human Diary - Danielle Bradbery 8/11/17

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You knew which parts of my body I wasn't secure about You knew what I thought about all my friends when they weren't around You knew which days I was praying, the days that I wasn't I told you everything Cause you were my human diary So when you left, you didn't just leave No, you took all my my secrets with you You took all my secrets with you Now you're with someone else And thinking 'bout it hurts like hell And you got all my secrets with you You took all my secrets with you

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Nov. 25, 2013 - Dec. 1, 2017

Its been over 4 years since the release of one album to the release of the next. We have argued, laughed, freaked out and never stopped loving this adorable blondie from Cypress, TX. We stood with her through thick and thin, throughout the DBRequestline, a time where we thought an album was just around the corner. Through multiple tours with amazing artists such as Thomas Rhett, Brett Eldridge, Brad Paisley, and Hunter Hayes, just to name a few. Through Friend Zone, and many many many live performances of songs that would only be heard live, never recorded. Through speculating of the 90+ songs written by DB herself, which would make the cut? Through her cover of Speakers, the sneak peeks of Mama Was A Liar, Off My Chest, Room For Two, and Matching Scars were released (only to be left off the newest track list). Through CMT Crossroads, Playing With Fire (THAT HIGH NOTE THO 🔥), and even a CMT Awards nomination! Through countless Instagram covers of amazing songs, and countless gorgeous Instagram posts in general. Through waiting anxiously for all 5 chapters to come out... and the video the night before she released her album information. And finally, through hearing over and over again everyone’s favorite word... “Soon”. But we’ve made it. We finally get to preorder the album and speculate as to which of the 2 remaining unheard songs will we relate to more. We made it, you guys. We have a radio tour for Sway. We have preorder merchandise. We have grown with Danielle, none of us are the same people we were 4 years ago. We were all lucky enough to grow alongside Danielle, and find ourselves (or discover more about ourselves) as Danielle found her voice. As she found the vulnerability and courage to share things that are very raw and touching and inspiring and real. It’s been a long four years... and I’m ready to meet the new Danielle Bradbery. Maddie P.S. worth it is still my fav.