And one day
She discovered that she was fierce, and strong, and full of fire, and that not even she could hold herself back bacause her passion burned brighter than her fears
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And one day
She discovered that she was fierce, and strong, and full of fire, and that not even she could hold herself back bacause her passion burned brighter than her fears
the first artwork for 2019
the first page,
the first guy I’ve genuinely loved.
with sparks and flaws.
with words and silence.
with sun and moon.
My One In A Million
Lying on the corner of my bed
Singing a song inside my head
Creating a scenario that I want to happen
Using imagination as my paper and pen
But after counting one, two, three
A sadness came and embraced me
I cried until I fell asleep
Drowning in sadness so deep
While i'm dreaming someone appear
It was a man, he's brushing my hair
He reached my eyes and wiped my tears
He erased the pain and removed my fear
He became a sunshine that gives me warmth
He became my rainbow after rainy days
He became the music to my ears
And the beating to my heart
He was once the ocean that i'm afraid to swim
He was once a book that i'm afraid to read
He was once a music that i'm afraid to hear
But now, he is the risk i'm willing to take
Once there was a princess that was born out of this country. Growing up she thought that she owns a lovely family, where imperfections cannot be found. but then time had passed by and she learned more about her self, about her family and her journey. Its time to wake up from this dream and become more real. Hi, I’m shawei, some of you knows me as Awei but most of you knows me as Sheia. if you will ask me, how is my life? I would really want to answer I’m good, I’m doing great. But I can’t because even me, I also don’t have any idea on what is happening in my life. I am still asking for signs, and guidance and trying to find my path or a spot in this world where I can fit perfectly.
I am currently studying and taking up HUMSS Strand and planing to take med school in the future. I am one of the members of the music ministry where I am teaching those person specially kids about the important fundamentals of music and teaching them the instrument that they would want to play. And lastly encourage them to participate more in the ministry until the day that they can join us as a member.
My plans for this year is very simple. I just want to graduate Senior high and find a perfect school that will suite me. And I want to explore more out of my comfort zone.
Im still stumbling through my journey, because I was left with wounds and cuts throughout my body. And each one of those are keeping me far away from the chance of winning on this life that I am in. but I’m still here, I wont go far. I will keep on fighting until I prove them wrong.
my goal? do new things and get to know myself better.
I am a simple man with a simple goal, and that goal is to finish my Senior High School and continue to college and study engineering. And when I finish all of that, I’m going to reach my dreams one by one.
Steppin' up my game
"I need to see my own beauty and to continue to be reminded that I am enough, that I am worthy of love without effort, that I am beautiful, that the texture of my hair and that the shape of my curves, the size of my lips, the color of my skin, and the feelings that I have are all worthy and okay." -Tracee Ellis Ross
Myself, 2019.
2018, the year where most of my personalities bloom, I get to know myself more. I have always been so selfless and always think of others before myself. but this 2019, I have learned that I should put myself first before others. I have boost my confidence thru the help of my family. 2019, I hope that you will be always good to me. Help me overcome obstacle because I know to myself that this will be a tough year, but I know that it will all be worth it. Always here, living, fighting, and loving, Gab.