Anxiety.
So school officially starts for me tomorrow and I’m really feeling anxiety about having to go to school. Most of all I feel really anxious especially during Chemistry lessons because my teacher calls on me regularly and I just get so anxious that I say the wrong things even though I know it’s wrong. It results in me being constantly counting the hours till the end of lessons and praying that teachers don’t call on me and it honestly just makes me feel so anxious throughout the day because when I answer questions wrongly I just feel like the teachers and people around me would just remember me as a stupid kid who can’t even answer questions. To make matters worse I remember hearing about my classmates laughing about my answer at the end of lessons which makes me feel so so humiliated… moreover it makes me feel like all my friends around me hate me all the time, which I know it isn't true but I can't shake the feeling that I'm an annoyance to them...I think about it all the time and I feel like crying about it. It’s an endless cycle of anxiety and I don’t know how to get rid of it. Does anyone else suffer similar problems? Or does anyone have advice for it?
