‘‘Send me a ‘☄’ and i’ll tell you something I like about you!’’↳Filed under: Accepting !!
“Since you’re currently acting like an idiot i’m going to have to answer yours first. So here it goes. It’s going to be long. Shut up and read it all, you loser. I’m not repeating myself.”
I don’t think you exactly grasp how much I need you in my life. I could list thousands of reasons I need you in my life. But instead i’m going to write you the letter you asked for in return. I don’t care if you’re being a piss baby right now. But first thing first. Learn to talk to me. I go to you no MATTER the problem. If I have an issue, I do to you. Please learn to do then same rather then go to someone who makes me ‘iffy’ and talk about me to them. You need to understand my feelings. But anyways. Sehun you’re one of my best friends.
You’ve been my best friend since who knows how long. I bet you do though. I know you cherish our friendship and I do as well. I have Mimi, Greyson and Aella but guess what? You came before all of them. You have been with me before all of them. You will always come before all of them. I didn’t take you under my wing for shits and giggles Sehun. I took you under my wing because you were one of the first males I decided to put my trust in.
After seeing my father walk out on me and my mother I hated other men. I even hated myself. I hated everyone. I was terrified to get close to someone only for them to walk out on me as well. I’m not good at expression emotions as well, i’m blunt and harsh with everyone. But i’m too nice at the same time. If i’m hardest on you, I care most about you. And guess what, Sehun? I’m always going to be hard on you. I will always be hard on you. Because I care most. You became my best friend when you came here. To seoul
I don’t know how or why but something about you just made me want to stick to you, protect you, make sure no bad people got near you. Even now i’m like that. Because you’re too clingy with everyone. Hah.. maybe I taught you too well how to get along with others. But I just wish you understood that I get self conscious as well. You have hundreds of other friends, I only have enough to count on one hand. You say i’ll replace you yet you have more friends I could only dream of. But I don’t dream of it. Why?
Simple.
I have you.
And greyson.
And Aella.
And Mimi.
You guys are the only people I need in my life. I don’t feel the need to find strangers to cuddle to feel wanted. I’m harsh to people because i’m just not interested in becoming their friends or getting close to them when I have you guys. When I have you. So next time you think I hate you. I’m mad at you. Ignoring you. Talk to me. Not someone else. Because I will simply hit you and tell you to stop being an absolute assuming asshat about everything. Because I love you.
“Excuse me...?” Without any hesitation, the young girl approached the capped male that was sitting in the bus seat that she had been sitting in twenty minutes prior to. “Did you perhaps see a pair of headphones on the seat when you got on?” Headphones were essential to Myungeun and she was vulnerable without them. She always had a habit of losing them every now and then and failed to keep an extra set in her bag. Today was one of those days where she misplaced them and she silently prayed that they were still in the spot she assumed they were left at.
“For every ∯ I get I Will Say/Confess Something.”↳Filed under: Accepting !!
‘If you thought to think before you wrote something and posted it as fast as you spouted out bullshit on the daily, the world would be a happier place.’
⟨ what my muse says about yours?!! @hunvu — accepting ! ⟩
💌 for a letter my muse would write to yours.
ℒook what a cutie asked me for a letter? Seriously it’s bee a few weeks since you did and I just deci- to do it because i was lazy aff was working a lot, you know that GQ has strict rules when it comes to new issue and i’m about to burn this magazine be- no one wants to work. Anyway!! I promised to tell you something nice, hm? Let me think.. You’re so weird, almost as much as I am. That’s cute and at the same time I’m offended because who dare you be this weird and take it from me? ok kidding kidding. Actually, I’m very glad you returned in my life. I missed deadly and i need those sudden silly hugs or when you try to suffocate me by laying down on me, which i’ll never be tired to remind you about your heavy body and THE FACT THAT YOU’RE TWICE TALLER THAN ME. WHEN WILL YOU FINALLY UNDERSTAND- ok i think i failed writing letter. but hey, i love you ok? you’re my fave dumbie of EXO and such a wonderful friend. Mwah mwah ♡
“What-- Sehun!” Lottie let out a laugh as the boy’s camera was pointed at her, quickly extending an arm to hide herself from view. “I told you-- Don’t record me, I don’t have any makeup on!” Chuckling, she continued to hide herself from the camera, sighing when he wouldn’t move it from her. “Gosh, you’re so stubborn.” Dropping her arms, she waved at the lens, grinning. “Hi Sehun’s Camera.” She looked past the camera at him, raising her eyebrows. “I don’t know exactly what you’re doing, but I hope my nasty bare face was enough for you.”
“…this was such a failed attempt, I have no words.” She mumbled, half-heartedly – in fact, it was anything but. If she were to be honest with herself, she’d have to give it to him: he’d been convincing enough. “Fine! But just this once. And you owe me desserts the next time around, no questions asked!”