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oh i should start up the birthday counter again; 10 days left
IN CELEBRATION OF THIS FORGETFUL HOLIDAY. I'M GOING TO SING YOU ALL TO SLEEP. SOME PERMANENTLY. YOU'RE WELCOME
happy birthday to this little number
alright cult. fic dropping in 20 minutes (8:30 pm est). love u guys, hope ur having a fun new year’s and staying at home 💖
Drawings of me! Hurrah
firstborn problems
most of the time I’m convinced I’ve done some good personality work in the last decade, and painstakingly managed to dismantle the worst of the overachiever mindset that led me to have a quiet breakdown at the age of 17 and another, even quieter one at age 21.
and then I look back at my writing stats for this week and get incandescently angry with myself because if I could write 1200 words tonight, why aren’t I writing >1000 words every night? what’s my excuse? hmm?? I AM A LAZY SHIT. etc.
bafflingly, this is angrier than I get at myself during the weeks when I barely write a word.
jesus christ fahye
chill
doing that thing where i'm out of phase, can't feel the time, and where i can't quite find the key. i mean this in just about everything.
So!
2014.
this was a year.
more years are happening.