on the whole, i really do think that i am so reserved and in-my-head about everything (bc anxiety) that i must come off as a very sterile, cold person and i fear i've been told as much on occasion so i operate on the assumption that most people would be surprised to know that i went viral on tiktok for accusing emerald fennell of not being a real pervert and i write old man yaoi for fun. but i've now had three different people who know me "only in real life" tell me that they think i'd love half man. so maybe the veil is lifting after all!!











