Jun 9, 2022
Husbandhood (2016)
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Husbandhood (2016)
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Husbandhood (2016)
Oh.
I was dreading getting out of bed this morning. All the packing, cleaning, and fighting with the kids has me exhausted. Like if I had the option, I would be able to sleep for a week. This morning was especially hard, because the bed was so warm and comfortable. The room was chilly. Perfect temperature to snuggle under all the blankets, but not fun to leave the bed for. I'm hungry, but I don't feel like eating. I'm too tired. We have so much stuff going on its unreal. Today, Keely has to go get my younger sister so that she can baby sit for us tomorrow. Tomorrow, at 8 am I have to drop Keely off at the court house and take Noah and Maria to the grade school for a screening. Maria has to be screened so she can attend school in August. Noah needs screened because we fell he's behind and this may help us get him to a specialist. Then at 9 Keely has court here in town. We will be finding out if he is going to get probation, or time in prison. I'm scared. Last time the judge was sympathetic. He gave Keely a bail reduction, and said he was one of the very few people that come thru his court that actually have a family and a job. That he didn't want him to lose it. But obstruction of justice is a serious charge. I'm scared he won't get off that easy. Those 2 days he spent in jail, I walked around crying the whole time. I can't stand being away from him that long. He's really upset that he might have to go back, his anxiety has been really bad the past few days and gets worse the closer it gets. He called me from work a couple nights ago, while we were talking about what he would bring home from dinner he kept saying he didn't know what was wrong. He ended up crying in the middle of the store. I felt so horrible fir him. He was so embarrassed. In front of all his co workers, I just can't imagine. I love him so much, it kills me seeing him go thru this. Not to mention, we're signing for this apartment tomorrow. What if we lose it? There is just so much happening, and is all so complicated and overwhelming.