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[lotor-killerstar]

Mom, why does my heart... ache so much? (A tale of Haggar and Lotor)

"I... could never trust anyone, love was an elusive luxury that even as an emperor, I could not afford... "

Alarm: <alert: cooling system failing>

"Allura was the only person I ever loved, I ever trusted... I placed my broken heart in her hands, and she cherished it, and made me feel .. like I could be a better person, like life could be good, like I .. could be happy!... until the moment when she decided to break the shards of the heart that I gave her. She built me... only to destroy me... It aches ... It aches a lot, the time seems to have stoped for me here, does not matter how many times I look around... with the hope to see Allura´s forgiving smile, and see her returning to save me, but... I start to doubt she will do it... she must be thinking, that I... am a monster, a trash , undeserving of anything, why did she have to stab me where it aches the most... !"

Alarm: <warning: oxygen system is failing, warning, oxygen levels are low, warning: oxygen system is failing>

"Like my ...father? She said I am... like Zarkon, I tried and tried, everyday of my life, I had fought hard, not to be like my father, and even with all my strenght put into it, it was not good enough for Allura, I was not good enough for the woman I loved, nor for my parents... mom, did I fail to you too? ... it aches... it aches so much... I ... only wanted to fix all the destruction, that my father created, and I... failed to even do that too... "

<warning: all systems are failing, warning: all systems are failing>

"It aches... I ... can´t breath, air is thick, and, is too hot here, I can´t scape... there is nothing in this rift but me... this ship, and my aching heart... Allura will not return... Allura...why didn´t you belive in me,  mom why... "

<warning: all systems are going to shut down in 3 ...>

"didn´t..."

<...2...>

"you... "

<...1...>

"...love m..." <warning: all systems... c...lapsed.> Abandoned, by his parents, the woman that he loved, even the system of the ship abandoned him, as it stoped talking, only the screams of his anguish, dispair and pain could be heard in the deafening silence at the rift.

Lotor has lost consciousness, stuck in his ship, wounded, hopeless, holding tight to the controllers, as if he could hold control over himself, over his life, yet he has lost everything, even his life, it drifted away in a slowmotion pain.

@hvggar

[el-tira-dor]

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{{- @hvggar -}}

---”I’m not one to threaten others and I don’t intend to hurt anyone either.”

---”So, if cooperating is an option for you, then we better go with that instead of being violent.”

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hvggar replied to your post: tfw the one time i legitimately wanna do somethin...

BITCH IM HERE

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Keith’s ability as a medium had been something the raven had since he was a baby, it was a gift that he was born with. But, the signs didn’t really show up until he started to notice the strange people that would appear and disappear at random times. It scared him at first while the foster homes he stayed in thought that it was just his imagine. But it wasn’t, he was actually seeing these spirits appear. No one believed him though, no one ever did causing the raven to feel pretty alone as the foster homes didn’t last long. Keith lost track of how many he had been in, he stopped caring and trying to open himself up to the families of the homes since he knew that he wouldn’t be living in there for too long. That was until his Uncle Thace came into his life since he had been trying to find his nephew, but it wasn’t that easy. It was became of his Uncle that Keith was able to escape the foster homes and be with someone who actually cared about him, someone who wanted to take care about him. Keith was then able to get the help that was needed to figure out about the gift that he had, a gift that he was finally able to understand with the help of another medium. It was because of them that Keith was able to truly understand the gift and it wasn’t something to be afraid of, he was just a unique person. 

Main reason why he decided to go into the business of being a paranormal investigator to help others that were struggling with spirits. A struggle that Keith knew first hand and with the skills that he had as a medium would help, he would be able to figure out information from the spirit and hopefully reassure the owners of the building or home that was being haunting. Getting them to crossover was always a bit difficult especially if the spirit had a demonic nature. That was when the help of others besides Keith’s would be needed, but he had the resources because of all the contacts that the raven had. Contacts that would be be willing to help him with the hauntings besides the team that had been formed. 

Besides his Uncle didn’t want him to go alone especially if something happened, anything could depending on the location and if anything would affect Keith. Headaches and nausea were the one thing that he dealt with the most depending on the strength of the spirit and if he wasn’t able to open himself up properly. 

This next location was an example of that because of all the troubles that he owners have been happening, the presence unless there was more the one spirit had been causing a lot of problems. From harm to scaring anyone that came into that building, it was causing him to think that it was a possible demonic spirit. But he wouldn’t know until the investigation started. An investigation that the team was getting ready for by setting up their equipment and the base where the monitor would be set up to hold the footage and noises that they would be picking up on. A small breath did escape from Keith as he moved to set up another camera while thoughts were filled with what the owners had told them so far to figure out what action he needed to take. Action that would hopefully make it easier for the ones who contacted the team in the first place. 

[intelsought]

hvggar replied to your photo:         “You all can confess that you want to...

Wheres the option to throw you in a wormhole?

        “Right next to the option where we toss you in the quintessance field right along with your no good traitor son. At least a wormhole has an end point.”

[silveredshadows]

@hvggar

“I see. It’s certainly an interesting mask.” Haggar looks a little dubious, gaze flickering over him curiously, but does not question it. She.. She had rather hoped for the family doctor, as he is very good, but perhaps this man will be just as good. She sure hopes so.

“It’s alright. Come on in.” She politely steps aside so he can come in, shutting the door behind him. “A little more than that, Doctor. He’s gotten significantly worse since I sent my husband for the doctor this morning. I’m scared he might have scarlet fever.” Haggar anxiously chews on her lip, clearly scared.

“I don’t know how high your fees are compared to the family doctor, but I’ll pay you anything you want as long as you can help him.” She lead him upstairs, pushing open the door to her sons room.

Nathaniel ducked inside at her bidding, removing his hat to hang it on the stand by the door but not doing the same with the mask. He listened to her worries, nodding as appropriate as she led him upstairs. A check of his symptoms would determine what he had.

“Any fees can wait. Your son is what is important right now,” he assured, moving into the boy’s bedroom after she opened the door. He could sense the sickness on the child even from across the room, and he could feel that it was indeed scarlet fever as he drew closer. Still, he went through the customary motions, taking his temperature (high) and checking his chest for the bumpy rash indicative of scarlet fever (present). 

He looked back to Haggar, the tinted lenses of his mask glinting in the firelight.

“You said he’d gotten worse since this morning? When did these symptoms first appear? When did he last eat something?”

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hvggar replied to your post “ooc; Y’all i’m trying to play Spider-Man and eat,, but I keep seeing...”

his jawline is so sharp i could cut a piece of cake with it

Smash his face into a cake on his birthday and use that as an excuse 

[lotor-killerstar]

15 Questions for 15 Mutuals

Tagged by: @hvggar

Tagging: @collapsing-redstar @greenvoltlion @fiery-mullet 

1. Are you named after anyone? Yes! In the family, was tradition to be named after grandparents, but my granny chose a name she liked better, the name of a friend of hers.

2. When was the last time you cried? six months ago, because of a breakup.

3. Do you have any kids? No, I hardly can take care of a cactus lol.

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot? Have not noticed, but maybe, they say Im witty though.

5. What’s the first thing you notice about people? Physically their body language, and in personality, how they talk.

6. Eye color? Hazel!

7. Scary movie or happy ending? Why not a scary movie with a happy ending? I like to write spooky fluff rps. 

8. Any special talent? I am gifted in the art of create chaos, but also for being patient, and helping control the chaos too. Singing death metal or like lady gaga counts as a talent? i guess.. nope.

9. Where were you born? Mexico city.

10. Hobbies? Music composition (play acoustic guitar and synths),  cosplay, creating weird fashion accesories (such as horns, blood shaped jewelry, etc) and tarot card reading (not sure if counts as hobby if this is what I work with actually).

11. Any pets? an anonymous turtle and a mixed breed of a black french poodle who is currently arranged to look like a lion.

12. What sports do you/have you played? Ok I always loved martial arts, so it would be, karate, mixed martial arts, kick boxing, dance dance revolution counts as a sport? But after rheumatism happened I started learning qigong, I want to learn fencing.

13. How tall are you? 5' 6" .

14. Favorite subject in school? School? languages I guess. 

15. Dream job? Translator, alternative therapist. Mafia boss? XD