#hymnlost

[parasociallly]

gets down on one knee. redemption arc with me?

this is so sudden i ??? omg do u think we're ready for that ??? this is a huge commitment gray i'm not sure if--

SIKE. FUCK YEAH REDEMPTION ARC. I WOULD LOVE NOTHING MORE !!

[parasociallly]

@hymnlost asked: ❛ i like being close to you. you’re warm. ❜ -> &. 𝐬𝐮𝐛𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

innocence was a virtue that most demons could only dream of having and yet jinu wore it so effortlessly. hundreds of years of corruption in the form of soul consumption and whatever debauchery they could sink their teeth into and yet jinu showed no signs of decay. he was tainted like the rest of them, marked by the patterns that adorned his skin and the voices that wouldn’t leave him be and yet he was still so deliciously innocent.

there’s a part of romance that nags at him, yearns to peel back the layers of skin to see what hides beneath.

is jinu’s virtuous act skin deep, or does it truly run through to the depths of his very soul - or whatever remains of such a thing. the thought is tempting, far too much for one such as him to fight off and yet, for jinu, he does. the thought of causing him harm when he’s put so much faith in romance already is one that makes him think twice - because he could do it, take what he wants and be damned of the the consequences - but it would taste that much sweeter if jinu offered himself willingly.

so romance smiles, sickly sweet and filled to the brim with this feeling like he’s about to burst at the seams from thoughts that remain wholly his own. his fingers reach out, circling the other’s arms before pulling him that much closer, a hand ghosting the side of his face when romance finally has him curled up against his side - a brief respite from what they had been doing. it would be far too easy to push for more, to have jinu moaning his name, digging nails into his hips as romance rides him for all that he’s worth. but sweet, sweet jinu was already so taken with his lips ; the way they taste, the way they feel pressed against his own as their tongues brush against each other.

kissing was nothing new for romance - but everything was new for jinu, and he wanted to make sure that each new experience was as intoxicating as the last, that he craved more every time they were apart and came back as desperate as ever for something that only romance could give him. “i’m warm, am i?” he’d never put much thought into it, but the comment has him rolling onto his side to bring the other in closer still - let his warmth spread between their two bodies.

romance leans in with a small hum as he kisses jinu again, slowly, like he’s trying to savor that of which he could never truly have but seeks out all the same. it’s all too tempting to keep going until they’re nothing more than a tangled mess of limbs ; their kiss growing heated with each passing second but it’s romance that pulls back, pupils blown wide with a lust that he keeps just barely contained.

his expression softens then, a gentle smile as he gazes upon jinu for just a little while longer. “i like being close to you too.”

[sajasbaby]

❪ ⋅ ☽ ⋆ — ┊❛ ​🇾​​🇴​​🇴​​🇳​ ​🇲​​🇮​​🇳​-​🇯​​🇺​​🇳​ ❜ ❫ HE'S HOLDING A CAN OF axe body spray and an lighter, sending the flames out with it to lick the air. ❝ I am YOUNG... ❞ This is a threat; don't challenge him right now.

[xsalvaticn]

@hymnlost liked for a thing!

It was a fucking sickness, that's what it was.

And the worst part? It was everywhere -- Vanitas couldn't exist without hearing it: from phones with volumes blasted too high, from televisions he walked past, from cover news anchors documenting the latest celebrity gossip. Every part of his life was being tinted with this god awful phenomenon, and it was enough to feel like perhaps if he finally did snap, he could simply voice this was a reason.

Clawed gloved fingers flipped a pen this way and that, settled at a table outside while the weather wasn't trying to kill him one way or the other. The rhythmic taps slowly seem to betray him, and his absent minded muttering turned into something more melodic ... and then --

" You're my soda pop ... my little--- FUCK!!"

He throws the pen down at his pad roughly, burying his face in his hands in despair. This was the fucking worst--

[stygicniron]

you have a lot of walls up.

Meme Tag -- @hymnlost

"And you're the expert of--wall putting up." Nico returned sourly before he grimaced. Nailed it.

Nico wasn't exactly a 'sharer' and he didn't necessarily want to start with a famous Kpop star who also maybe definitely wasn't mortal. Or at least not mortal any more.

[parasociallly]

@hymnlost -> starter

he doesn't know what to say ; wouldn't know how to get the words out even if he did. the last time they'd seen each other had been on stage - the five of them together for seemingly the last time. he hadn't known it then, couldn't have possibly known what would happen. he'd thought jinu was dead - dead, of all things. what was there to say to the man that you had already mourned the loss of? what was there to say to the man whose betrayal had been forgiven because you'd been too caught up in grief to even think about being mad?

everything was so confusing now, horribly so. perhaps it would have been better if he'd never come back ; perhaps some things were best left dead. it would have been easier that way, romance thinks to himself. it would have been so much easier to deal with something like this if he simply didn't care.

but that was the frustrating thing about being human - it was that he cared too much. "so... you're back then." a lame statement, one that he hates to have even said out loud. he, who was always so quick with his words, so confident in everything that he did or said - now just as lost as the rest of them.

"...are you staying?"

[mikroteros]

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@hymnlost said ... holds you so gently!!! like little cheeseburger!!! i will say it always; you are so incredibly talented and everything you write is so carefully thought out and given so much love!!! all of your ocs are so incredibly loved and it makes me so happy to see you around. it brings me so much joy seeing you get the love and recognition you deserve. ilu !!!

[parasociallly]

skips in here to throw hearts at you bc i've said it before and i'll say it again, you are so amazing and gOD you've got a way of making characters so lovable and TRAGIC and tearing them away from people- i mean. i love it. i love every second i'm in pain. seriously though, the way you ALWAYS make your muses feel so real and don't cut back on the things that happen in their story is so special to me. everything you write is so *chef kiss* and i am eating it tf up, shan. you know i'm a sucker for your ocs and that i would die for them, and romance?? take my soul, my body, whatever i have to offer. i will follow you anywhere and everywhere. you're stuck with me!!! mwahahah !!!! god, honestly i'm so glad we found each other. i genuinely cannot consider my tumblr experience without you shan!!!

ANONYMOUSLY TELL ME YOUR HONEST OPINION ABOUT ME. I CAN’T REPLY/COMMENT, JUST PUBLISH.