#hypothymia

[bakhsoliani2511]

〰️▪️◾◼️⬛◼️◾▪️〰️ Hypothymia knitting my thoughts #hypothymia #photography #sky #clouds #tbilisi #evening #october #disthymia #down #sunset (at Youth Association DRONI)

[animated-bookshelf]

I think I found a new gender, and I would love to hear if others have the same feelings. I am a cis guy and present as such. The thing is my taste in music and general vibe is very transbian coded. I have been called an egg before, but it don't think so. I am very comfortable in my skin, ie no notable dysphoria. That said, in any fictional scenario, I almost exclusively play as a woman when possible. It's giving gender non-conforming vibes, but I'm not super sure. I kind of wonder if I am really a tomboy in a man's body and just vibing because I am pretty sure I would dress and act very similarly as a woman as I am generally pretty ascetic regarding bodily and environmental decorations. If so, that is the most convenient imaginable case of transness because I don't have to change anything to be happy. Then again, I don't face any of the social stigma often encountered by trans people that actual feel the need to transition, so I don't really feel comfortable claiming that label. I also have hella hypothymia which may be masking any bad feelings I would otherwise have about it. All in all I am not especially sure what is going on with me gender wise, but I think I understand it well enough to be fine with it. It does seem noteworthy though. I kind of want to talk to other people that feel the same way, but there is no label for this sort of thing that I can find. Some friend say I am just a "guy *snaps*" and I think it kind of fits.

[naderlma]

Can't handle things anymore, m dying silently.. losing faith again.. #Hypothymia

[naderlma]

I know.. I know i'm not good enough for any.. I'm not as i want to be, unfortunately it ain't possible to fight for it as I used to do, cuz that simply won't work! That's my fate, the destiny i've been created to "suffer" from. But it's fortunate that I'm still ngu! #Hypothymia #Nader 9/2/16 03:42

[naderlma]

I'm not rly comfortable among these creatures! Still doubting, there've been a misunderstanding! #hypothymia

[kmangata]

its been years but still, the pain still stays the same. the scars open up as fresh as they could as the time it was made. gahd this is insane.

its true a picture is worth a thousand words

its weird a photo can bring a lot of pain

why am i like this

i hate this feeling

i want to get rid of you! 

im supposed to be happy

but you took it all away

nah so emo

this is just not me

[thecalltothevoid]

3, 4, 5, 8, 9, 10, 11, 14, 15, 19, 20, 23, 27, 28, 31, 37, 38, 42. :P

Sexual Orientation:Straight

Do you Smoke?Nope neva

Do you Drink?Nope

Have Tattoos?Nope

Want any tattoosMaybe it would have to be really tiny

Got any Piercings?Nope

Want any piercings?Not really

Biggest turn ons:A voice I like

Biggest turn offs:Uh... laziness

Most traumatic experience:When I was in my ninth year of school someone attacked me during an art class and I was hit over the head quite a lot with a large block of wood :/

A fact about your personality:I love to talk but I’m really quite

What I want to be when I get older:A designer in something, probably movies or games

My biggest pet peeves:PPlz tat use txt spek

A description of the girl/boy I like:I don’t like anyone anymore

What I hate the most about school:It just finished

Where I would like to live.California

One of my insecurities.My lack of creativity for what I want to do as a job D:

Where I want to be right now.Back at Download