PVP CIV SPOILERS💯💯 again. sigh I need to be put down
I like to think there’s some time in between evbos respawns. Maybe a few seconds, maybe minutes or hours. Maybe it fluctuates
But to him it’s all the same
I like to think, in that small gap between existence and non existence, death holds him gently for a moment and he is at peace. But only a moment before the lights turn on again and the pain floods his heavy body.
But maybe now, death herself will let Teddy visit evbo in these small specs of in between. He gets to see his face, hear his voice, be held by him and sob before being pulled back to life. Sometimes, the last thing his weightlessness hears or feels? He can’t be sure. is a small ‘good luck,’ or ‘I knew you could do it’. Sometimes it’s an ‘I’m sorry I helped put you in this situation’.
He doesn’t know if it’s real, or if it’s just a hallucination from dying so much. Just a malfunction in his brain. But it feels real. And sometimes that’s enough comfort for him to wake up the next day, knowing Teddy would await to see him again in that hazy way.
Sometimes he wants to tell Tabi or Julie about his dreams when he dies. But he doesn’t. It wouldn’t be right of him to do so.
This is for he and Teddy alone. They always were partners in crime throughout all of this.
What’s one more small secret between them?