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[spookai69-420]

So. The d-o-r-e right

Hear me out with evbos grief

We know the guys decently durable and knows how to pack a punch and the best ways to put all your force into stabbing into things.

We know he also got hurt on the way down and was genuinely running off adrenaline and adrenaline on the way there.

Do you think he ran so fast and thoughtlessly he ran into walls? Do you think he rammed himself against the door repeatedly, hard enough to hurt himself further but not care at all because fuck his friend is doing something stupid for him and he needs to stop him? Bruises coating his arm and shoulder from how he’d try to break the door, sparks flying as his sword scrapes against the heavy door, durability slowly ticking down with each attempt to force his way to his best friend?

Maybe managing to cause actual dents, causing actual scrapes against the metal and maybe having nearly cut through just the tiniest amount of the door, sword dulling as he screams and sobs so harshly and desperately his voice goes raspy and hoarse?

No one will bother to fix the door with evbos pain, grief, and loss carved into it. No one will think too hardly of why the door is so scuffed up compared to all the others. Only he and tabi know the cause and they do not speak of it. They can’t. Not without cold unfocused gazes and voices dropping into whispers.

[crackersandjuice]

i wrote this little drabble thing for my zombie au and i don't want it to rot in my notion any longer so i'm putting it here. maybe i'll make it an actual full thing idk.

just some brief context: evbo's a sentient zombie with amnesia and raymond is his ever suffering boyfriend. enjoy : D

Evbo’s waist twitches underneath Raymond’s fingers. His skin is an uncomfortable type of warm. The kind that frozen meat gets when sitting for too long. Evbo’s skin isn’t as soft as it used to be. It doesn’t mold nicely under Raymond’s hold, doesn’t have as much give.

He wants to hate it. Hates that he’s relieved by it. Evbo used to bruise so easily, pretty porcelain skinned marred by the simplest of things. He can’t bruise now. Not when he’s like this.

“Ray?” Evbo’s voice is soft. It takes a second for Raymond to register it, shaking his head to get rid of the fog. One of Evbo’s hands rest on his. “Everything okay?”

“Yeah,” he mutters. He puts his head in the crook of Evbo’s neck. His hands move to wrap his arms around Evbo, pressing him closer to his body. “Just let me have this for a second.”

Evbo, mercifully, is quiet for a moment. There’s no hum of electricity in the room, just the quiet crackle of the candles they’ve lit. Cicadas sound loudly outside. In the distance, a few owls are hooting.

For just a moment, Raymond lets himself pretend. He pretends he’s some years in the future, in a nice quiet neighborhood in a nice quiet town. Evbo and him are waiting for Tabi to come home, another late night just to make sure she made it back safe. They’d hear the door open, and Evbo would leave his arms to go greet her. Raymond would stay behind to get their bed ready, because despite their best efforts it always ended up a mess.

For just a moment he can pretend he’s going to go bed tonight with his partners. That he’s going to go bed with a full stomach. That he’s going to go to bed happy, that he’s going to go to bed safe.

It’s just for a moment, and then Evbo drags him out.

“You…” He pauses. His hands hover awkwardly in the air, eventually settling onto the windowsill. “Do you miss him again?”

Him. As if he’s someone completely different. As if Raymond can’t see all the ways that he’s still the same, that he never changed. As if he hasn’t spent days, weeks, months telling Evbo that he’s still the man he loved, that he’s still the man he loves.

As if the person Evbo watches in those recordings (over and over and over) isn’t a reflection.

And maybe, Raymond thinks, it isn’t.

“Not right now.”

Evbo takes a breath. Big, whole, terribly dry. It stays there, far longer than it should be. Raymond squeezes slightly, and it comes whistling out. It fizzles out with a hiss, and suddenly Evbo is much more limp in his arms than before.

“Jesus-!”

It’s muscle memory that keeps him from dropping him. Raymond drags him over to the bed. His lower half is hanging off, and it’d be uncomfortable for anyone that was still human. “Dude, seriously? What was that?”

Evbo hums. He stays there. Silent, still, like he’s suddenly lost all the energy to do anything. Raymond wants to stay annoyed, wants to hold onto it, but he can’t. He’s never been able to.

He sighs, pulling Evbo onto the bed properly. He lays down next to him, pulling him closer. It’s like dealing with a rag doll: Evbo’s entirely dead weight as he maneuvers him into a more comfortable position. They’re chest to back, Raymond curled up slightly around him.

The silence that follows is suffocating, but not quite. Evbo’s not breathing, completely lax. There’s no indication that he’s awake. If he isn’t, Raymond wants him to rest. But someone has to make sure he doesn’t go off the deep end.

He ends up nuzzling the back of Evbo’s head, the ever present sweetness of death filling his nose. Evbo moves it back, grumbling too low for Raymond to make anything out. Good. He’s responding.

“I’m glad you’re here.”

He feels Evbo stiffen. Raymond closes his eyes, tightens his hold just slightly. Maybe it’s not the right thing to say. Maybe there’s different words he could’ve used, different actions he could’ve taken.

But it’s pointless to wonder about the possibilities.

“Me too.”

For a moment, Raymond thinks he’s hearing things. “Mh?”

Evbo gets impossibly lax. Raymond’s arms sink into his flesh, almost liquid-like in their consistency. “…I’m glad you’re here, too.”

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[spookai69-420]

PVP CIV SPOILERS

Evbo never truly escapes the torture cube with this ending.

He has room to walk and cower and dodge now, but in a way, he’s never escaped. He just fell right back into another spot of torture for the rest of eternity- but now hes feeding millions of people instead of thousands. And that will take so, so much longer.

He’s doomed. He will never be able to save everyone no matter how long they or he waits to be farmed.

And we see zam get revived. The one who debatably tortures evbo the most. And tabi cannot do anything but watch

She was guards- teddys, role now in all of this. To watch as evbo cannot defend himself and live the way he should. To be tortured and killed over and over again.

Also. Evbo didn’t listen to Teddys message all the way. He ran immediately to go find him. He got hurt on the way. Badly enough to nearly die, even. Teddy might have heard him banging and screaming against the door too.

Clown also lied to everyone. Evbo- that violence would no longer be the answer and that things would be peaceful. That Teddy would be okay. Tabi- that the axes would be okay and she’d be back with them as family.

Who knows what he fully told Teddy. But he convinced evbo he’d be okay knowing he was the one that needed to die.

Clown could have wished for them to not have to live off PvP attacks

But he didn’t. We don’t know what he wished for. Not truly.

He set up tabi and evbo for a loop of watching each other suffer for an eternity that can no longer end. Teddy may have died in vain accidentally putting Evbo back in the very loop that he promised to take Evbo out of.

[spookai69-420]

PVP CIV SPOILERS💯💯 again. sigh I need to be put down

I like to think there’s some time in between evbos respawns. Maybe a few seconds, maybe minutes or hours. Maybe it fluctuates

But to him it’s all the same

I like to think, in that small gap between existence and non existence, death holds him gently for a moment and he is at peace. But only a moment before the lights turn on again and the pain floods his heavy body.

But maybe now, death herself will let Teddy visit evbo in these small specs of in between. He gets to see his face, hear his voice, be held by him and sob before being pulled back to life. Sometimes, the last thing his weightlessness hears or feels? He can’t be sure. is a small ‘good luck,’ or ‘I knew you could do it’. Sometimes it’s an ‘I’m sorry I helped put you in this situation’.

He doesn’t know if it’s real, or if it’s just a hallucination from dying so much. Just a malfunction in his brain. But it feels real. And sometimes that’s enough comfort for him to wake up the next day, knowing Teddy would await to see him again in that hazy way.

Sometimes he wants to tell Tabi or Julie about his dreams when he dies. But he doesn’t. It wouldn’t be right of him to do so.

This is for he and Teddy alone. They always were partners in crime throughout all of this.

What’s one more small secret between them?

[spookai69-420]

Thinking about evbo n tabi going to make a small memorial for teddy

Debating wether or not they want to make one for Clown because whilst he was all tabi had left, he ultimately betrayed them and lied over and over again. He lied about even evbo being alive still and about being an axe. He lied about them having a happy peaceful ending and all staying alive together.

Tabi would be so conflicted and I don't think evbo would know how to help her.

I think even if they make a memorial for him it'd be farther away from Teddys. Though, maybe, evbo and tabi would accompany one another to their other halves even if they may not have truly known them.

Telling each other stories of their little adventures together,, laughing n crying together before going back to being at the top of the world.

Maybe in that small moment they feel like they’re at the top of the world when it’s just them and their friends all together in a way. Maybe the top of the world for them can be a small place in the middle of the vast and endless desert around them

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