#i facking hate this

[suguvrs]

its officially been a day since the kathniel break up and ive been bawling my eyes out

[circle-is-vicious]

I would describe what you mean to me, and everything but it wouldn't make any difference. You are gone and the only thing I could is cry.

I really don't understand how we were so fucking good in the vacation. We would see eachother all the time, 5 times in a week, if it wasn't more than that. And then all of the sudden, something changes. You began to question your love for me. And that week was real shit. We kept telling how shitty it was, without looking for a solution together. And then I realized it wasn't the way to go, we needed to get a solution because what we had was special. It facking was. But you kept saying it was shitty and that your love was not as much as it was before. And now you broke up with me. And all of the sudden, your love is truly gone. And I don't understand it. I don't understand that two weeks ago, we loved eachother so facking much and everything was good. You didn't question anything. And now we are here, you don't love me anymore. I really don't get why you don't try, why you not keep fighting if something isn't that good for a moment.

You hurt me, you freaking hurt me. Not even with breaking up, but with not fighting.