Mar 8, 2025
anxious about messaging my friend who i've known for 2+ years but it'll all be worth it have faith
#yes i'm messaging The friend#i'm also trying not to say ''i missed you i missed you i missed you i missed you'' every time i type a message to him#like hi i couldnt think about any of the things i love because i wanted to share them with you too much#i feel normal btw! and no pressure to talk to me. but i felt like exploding for the past 2 months. i love you and you're one of my best fri#nds.#i feel normal!#guys i'm happy. again my hopes arent too high#but having him *around* is just. it feels so normal and right and i don't feel some level of miserable#it doesn't feel 100% normal yet#but i have faith. i have faith#i'm happy though. i really am#persimmon's rambles
