#i hate doing things

[scooplery]

i can't wait to just be out of here 😭

[meandyouinlesdeux]

8/8/25

todays been quiet...whatever. honestly.

i get up at 9 am every day. i called my friend the other day and offered to pick them up from there classes, sense i live legit five minuets from their campus, and theyve said they wanted to sometime, so i wake up at 9 am every day in case todays the day they want me to go get them. i wait for them to go home an hour later, then i go back to bed. so i went back to bed today, woke up at like 5pm ish. i fucked around for a few hours, showered, made dinner, and thats been it. i wanna work on my script, i wanna work on making music...but i actually dont. i just want it *done*. see, hate, hate, hate, hate, HATE, making stuff. i like when its made, but i hate the process. its miserable for me. i hate having to do things. i just want them done, so the second i get bored i usually fuck off and go back to watching youtube or whatever. which means nothing ever gets done. im kind of mad that it keeps happening.

im running out of money. i have no job offers, i have to start working on something, be it music or YouTube, i dont care which. i just need money.

[existennialmemes]

Sorry, I have to cancel. You see, it's raining and

I am an Apex Predator

I am programmed to nap while it rains, and I cannot defy

✨💫 Evolution 💫✨

[anonymocha]

fuck this stupid baka research paper

[vermimorph]

gonna drop out of college and crucify myself because it worked out pretty well for enki

[mindless-mars]

I am a very normal functioning adult that cries over the simple task of putting new sheets on the bed

[haganez]

i never wanna replace kaeya but thinking of getting his best artifacts. dies

[skyw4lkr-arc]

sorry I haven’t really been doing much writing this week I’ve once again been working waaay past my scheduled contract but I should be here this weekend if I don’t spend it asleep