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I didn’t take medication today which means the flesh must be burrowed into and unfortunately I am also thinking about objects
im legit studying my blog to try and figure out what i was going to say based off other things i was saying like if i can remember a clue i'll be able to figure it out
You know what. I just need to make some new memories. This Will Pass whether I wanted it to or not. I'm REAL good at forgetting.
You'd think I'd remember that but, well. . .
i hate forgetting my childhood. what do you mean i will lose it all eventually. the camping trips where my mom brought her pink rubber encased ipod touch to play me music in this strange new place. me as a weird odd child creating waterworks and castles of dirt and bricks in the backyard and the hours spent with my nose in encyclopedias. what do you mean this is the digital age, kids wont go to their grandparenys house with the skylights and scratchy rug and tiana foldout table and watch odd squad and lie on their old retired greyhound and listen to him breathe. what do you mean i'll forget. what do you mean i already have.
im gonna throw up i just heard my mom and dad's voices for the first time since they died im literally ill
you grow up being taught something, something they will swear on their life is true. they will interrogate you everytime its seen or spoke about, they usually want an awnser. you spend years learning this, its your normal now. you question yourself now. years later you are told its a lie, it shocks you but you agree to this. it makes more sense but its ingrained into u now. it only takes a week to forget the truth and go back to what u were taught. even if u question why they lied and taught you wrong, you forget what was true.
sometimes, you cant change whats been ingrained fast just because you know now, but you can learn. learn to re adapt.
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I missed St Maximilian Kolbe’s feast day what is wrong with me
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