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I HATE CRAMPS SO BAD GAAAHHHHH I WANT TO PUNCH MY STOMACH (>д<)!!

#mentally unstable #im a loser #i hate cramps #i hate this..#I want to beat my stomach #I wish periods weren't a thing..sighhhhh #my stomach is killing me #someone make this stoppppppp #T~T #jiraiblogging #jiraiblr #jirai kei #jirai lifestyle #landmine jirai #landmineblr #landmineblogging #jirai landmine #jirai posting #jirai rant #jirai girl #diary of a teenage girl #hell is a teenage girl #girlblogging

i was gonna apologize in advance but #myblog #myrules so anyways its crazy how fucked up neglect will make you. like truthfully my entire brain did not develop in so many categories and i really do wonder what life wouldve been like had i had literally anyone in my life at all. its not possible to change the past, and what i need is just more information and instruction on and about our accepted reality, but its crazy how hard neglect will stagnate your mind.

#like i probably couldve been a real person by now #like a real person my age instead of whatever crazy person i am where im totally disconnected from myself and reality and everything #really makes me feel like i was never even born sometimes #i feel hollow and like my eyes are just the spots where light comes in and #that the world reverberates around in me until it escapes out again #i hate this..#i wish that the problem was done. literally any way possible honestly #youd be surprised (you wouldnt) how many times i'd just lay down and fantasize about getting lobotomized or something #just having all potential for agency and choice and thought taken away from me #not my problem anymore #its one of those net vs gross equasions. its just not worth it when its all tallied up #not like im gonna do it but. i dunno.#i dunno what i want any of you to heat #i just sort of feel like a stupid jester jingling around. picked out for being the weirdest grossest one. im an oddity #is this vulnerability? im not doing it for that #its more like if prometheus just stuck himself to the rock instead of it being a punishment #hashtag myorgans #hashtag myliver

I've gotten to the point where i'm thinking "i wanna kill myself' again../neg

#- lovely #cw vent #cw sui mention #i hate this..

meanwhile my throat hurts rly bad but I am being SO brave about it

#shush keep it down now #I hate this..

I never thought that just filing my taxes for a seasonal fucking job would possibly put my second stimulus check in limbo. It may be weeks or months before I get anything..if I get it at all. I'm just..I can't deal with this shit right now.. Way to go IRS. You've pretty much doomed me and millions of others to destitution..

#I have no idea how I'm going to pay my bills now #I may have to ask my family for money again #I hate this..

I feel so bad.. I don't even know what to say.. it scares me and also reassures me that they decided not to push it but.. I just want them to be good and happy and healthy.. please day6 take care of yourself. Mydays will wait for you, no matter how long you need..

#i feel terrible...#and everyone was like pushing it #and insulting jyp #and...#i hate this..#i feel so sorry #please let them be ok and happy and healthy...#rest and take your time loves...#i feel so bad...

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#I HATE THIS..#atla

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