Nov 24, 2018
Leviticus 17:11 (NKJV) - For the life of the flesh is in the blood, and I have given it to you upon the altar to make atonement for your souls; for it is the blood that makes atonement for the soul.’
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Leviticus 17:11 (NKJV) - For the life of the flesh is in the blood, and I have given it to you upon the altar to make atonement for your souls; for it is the blood that makes atonement for the soul.’
Leviticus 17:11 (NKJV) - For the life of the flesh is in the blood, and I have given it to you upon the altar to make atonement for your souls; for it is the blood that makes atonement for the soul.’
My friend keeps telling me she doesn't want to live, and I just sent her the longest most deep message in the world and I am in tears.
This is what I said.
"I care Caley. You don't think I understand. I feel that way sometimes. Why can't I be happy and let someone love me? Why doesn't anyone want to love me? Then I decided fuck it I am going to be happy by myself... because I am the only one I can count on. But me telling you to do that won't help. You have to realize that on your own. It's your own demons . No one else can see them, feel them, hear them the way you do. Sure, we all have demons but they're different. I sure hope someday people wake up and realize they should have cared about you more. Right now you're screaming but it's silent and no one can hear, and those who do hear you seem to turn the other cheek, and those who seem to listen don't seem to care or understand... That's part of your demons. You feel so lost you're drowning with no escape. You're falling. You don't know how much longer you can make it. It's dark and you're alone. Your head hurts and you're tired. If people ask if you are okay you say you're fine. Why? Because they won't care. It's true a lot of people don't care, but there are people that do. I know you're feeling hopeless and defeated. But giving up means being gone. And you don't want to leave, trust me. You just want to wake up and be better again. You want to smile like you used to. You don't want the demons. But they'll go away. You don't know when and neither do I, but sometime you will stand up and they will be gone and you will be a stronger and better person. Keep saying tomorrow will be better, and if it is not, say it again because someday tomorrow will be better. Caley, if you feel alone and hopeless call me. I am careless sometimes and get caught up in other stuff, but don't think for a moment I don't care. Because I do. You can lean on me and I'll pick you up again, I swear. It's just sometimes I don't see your demons, but I care. I promise.