Feb 4
Utapri is about mortality and change and identity and that means is death worth it what if my fame is my lifespan what do I do if I fade from relevance after a few hits, can I kill the person I was to become someone I want to be more, can I kill the person I was forced to be and become a truer version of myself, can you kill an idol can you kill a concept, what about memories? Will they outlast you or will you outlast them? And I'm like slow down there cowboy
#utapri#I LOVE REPEAT!!!#in order I am referencing Otoya Natsuki Tokiya and Ai#ren and masato etc also have plenty of roles forced upon themselves though and self image issues#i love idols as a way to explore personas and identity and growth...#utapri vn spoilers#Otoya and his fear of being a cicada... did you know he dreamed of becoming an idol so his parents would see him and want him back#AI WHO DOES DIE IN EXCHANGE FOR A SHORT MOMENT OF FREEDOM- ah spoilers#unrelated but not untopical for the ogre post i'm planning to put out like tomorrow