Jan 9, 2023
me entering my 12H year +
having roommates = ?????imgoingtolosemyshit?????
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me entering my 12H year +
having roommates = ?????imgoingtolosemyshit?????
Moving
I am in the process of moving away from the city, (because I am tired of being teargassed). It has been a big move and has taken up literally the last two months. The end is in sight. Holy crap do I want to be done. On the plus side. I am no longer in a city I am in hills among the moss where I belong. This is the view from my front porch now. I feel like I can finally work now.
there are only like four weeks left in the year and i have now realized that setting a goal of 30k words for the remainder of the year is going to be VERY HARD. ALSO I HAVE TWO SS THINGS TO DO AND IM A DISASTER
No one is allowed to talk to me until I have a free Saturday to myself during which time I do not talk to anyone. There is just too much, and there is never any REST.
I'm just Finna watch Rick and Morty ands mike and eat pot roast and masturbate and sleep until later. Cause this day has me exhausted already. 😒
I don't see anything wrong with not wanting human interaction.
the previous reblog has messed me up
sometimes I don’t get why people tell me ‘it gets better’?? Like when I’m sad, I’m sad NOW and I need to talk and acknowledge the NOW. I get you only have good intentions, but I really don’t care about the future at that point. My mom and sisters have never been supportive of anything, like just by being sad and irritated for ONE DAY, I’m suddenly ‘stupid, selfish, wasting their time, good for nothing’???? And I don’t think agreeing that these people are buttwads or even try to think about why they act like that helps either because I know better than you about this whole crap. I just need someone to tell me it’s ok to be sad and maybe some care and hugs and stuff. But no one has really done that and I just feel like I can’t depend on anyone. I don’t feel like anyone can depend on me either because no matter what I do, it either turns into some kind of competition or they barely respond to my trying to be there for them, but mostly because I don’t really understand since you’re not really talking to me.
*feels like a dangerous person who need isolation*
*at the same time feels like a gentle flower who needs isolation so it wouldnt break*