#i'm doing good

[deep-dark-fears]

Out out, Mister Goofums. A fear submitted by Lauren to Deep Dark Fears - thanks!

You can find original artwork or commission portraits in my shop!

[pigeonstab]

Hey Pidge! How are ya doing lately? :] Gonna do artfight?

Hi!!! arghhrh dude, I think? I haven't planned at all for it and I've never done it but, I think it could be cool? I see people hyping it up and I registered. I'm gonna have to rush refs I hope I can still join. what about you?

[wetwicksdry]

I made a post here once. Maybe a year or two ago. I have to find it but my 'me' tag runs pretty deep at this point. I would like to find it though because it will show me how long I have been working to express my vulnerability despite what everything and everyone around me wants me to feel about it. I started because truthfully this has always been me. I have never had a safe space to express and explore though. I finally have the space now because it's all mine and I can do what I please with it. I started because the world feels too muted. Not deep enough, not intense enough. Not in the right ways. Connections I have had with people were the same. I was always left alone and hungry. So I decided to show up in a way I felt would bring me closer to the type of life I want to live and the types of people I want around me. Unashamed to feel and show it. I'm actually really proud of myself because I have been doing it. And lemme tell you. The fucking flood gates FLEW open. I have felt more for people than I thought was possible. It's almost scary that because I gave myself permission I showed out even more than I thought I could. The permission made my soul, my heart, and my emotions show me they could go deeper than I had previously thought or experienced. I probably have experienced it but maybe not for a long time because of feeling the need to pack it away. Idk... This shit hurts but it's also so beautifully deep and intense and powerful and courageous. Idkkkk. Like I get why ppl would be afraid of me and tbh I'm not as worried about it anymore like.... Yes. I am a lot and if that scares you don't come anywhere near me really.

[ros-sauce]

I dream of kissing The Terraria Zoologist under the moonlight

[tellsfromninjago]

Some random unfinished art

Background of Kareena's home realm. (Unfinished)

Adult Kareena

Spinjizu master with baby Wu

I'm still alive!🧟 I'm still recovering from my health scare but I'm doing good. I had really nice and very skilled doctors, nurses and surgeons. I feel very lucky and grateful that they were.

Tip: if you have to have hospital food, avoid things with meat or that need to be kept at a certain temperature. If it's something that comes in a package like chips it's probably okay.

I am out of the hospital and get to eat normal food.

[memorieswillneverdie]

Finally I gave them names! :D

Also day 4:

[allftgame]

Trying hard to talk more is hard, but I'm trying and I'm praising my effort